Prologue

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Hindi ko mapigilan maging emosyonal habang nilalakbay ko ang daan patungo sa harap ng altar kung saan naka tayo sa harapan ang mapangasawa ko.

Naiiyak ako hindi dahil sa tuwa kundi dahil sa kasal na hindi ko naman gusto.

I was forced to marry this man named Eziron Lee Cortez, Eziron Cortez was one of the famous painter and novelist at the age of 16 and he already set a name for himself where he was known as the Angels of the Night because of his artwork.

Eziron was not that bad at all. I met him a few times dahil both of our parents are business partners, pero hindi ko kayang isipin na kailangan kong ibigay ang sarili ko sa harap ng altar sa lalaking hindi ko naman gaano kakilala at higit sa lahat ay hindi ko naman gusto.

While walking to the isle's, hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko na libutin ang bawat gilid na madadaanan ko.

I must say that my mom planned the decorations and theme sa kasal ko kung saan I was wearing the dream dress of mine habang madaming sunflower naman ang nakadesinyo sa gilid ng altar kung saan ako dumadaan and my flower girls and bridesmaids are wearing purple dresses, which is my favorite color.

Shempre hindi mawawala ang paborito kung musika, He knows by Almira Lat.
This song was just like a dream full of magical fantasy but maybe they are right, not all fantasy was real, dahil kaya koyun patunayan ngayon mismo.

He knows you are my armor
My protector my relief

He knows knows you are the music
When silence brings me down

He knows you are the perfect fit
For the soul behind this gown

I cant help but to cry habang pinapakinggan ko ang awitin na ito.

Hindi ko alam ang nararamdaman ko habang papalapit ng papalapit ang paa ko sakanya.

And as i walk down the isle

I couldn't help but to smile and cry

This songs says smile and cry but i can't even smile on this state where i was being forced.

Cause he knows just what i needed in this life

All we knows he knows
And we follow his direction

Even though life is short
We'll share forever in salvation

When I arrive i couldn't help but to look at him. I admit na ampogi niya, he has that brown eyes, pointed nose, pinkish lips at makakapal na kilay na sa isang tingin palang ay iisipin muna para siyang gangster sa isang nobela.

As I stood up beside him, Iba't ibang emosyon ang naramdaman ko.

I was happy that my parents are happy but i dont know if I'm happy ba or I'm just pretending to be happy in order to give them the happiness that they want.

Through this life and beyond
We will let his will be done

Cause he knows that I am yours and you are mine

I saw my mom crying while my dad are comforting her. I dont understand why after they put me on this situation ay iiyak Sila sa kasal na sila lang din naman ang may gusto.

Agad naman akong tumingin sa harapan kung saan nagsisimula na magsalita si Father Vincent, Father Vincent was my Ninong and now he is the priest on my own weeding.

He knows you are my power
When I'm feeling weak and sick

He knows you are my harbor
That is just within arms reach

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