Secrets in Sweet Sculpting

Chapter 14

Neil Bedi

"Let me breath Ro" I tapped Rohit's shoulder, and he pulled away. Gosh I can't keep up with his speed and pace. We reached his penthouse and Rohit being a pervert started kissing me. But to be honest he is a good kisser.

"But baby I want to kiss you till you are left breathless" he whined. "I am breathless now" I pointed. He pouted. Why is he so cute? "Okay, Okay let's shower and sleep" I pecked his lips and left towards his room.

I showered and came inside the room wearing the robe. "Rohit I don't have any clothes" I yelled. He came inside. He looked like he just showered. He kissed me. "Wait for minute, I'll get you some comfortable clothes" he smiled. I blushed. When he smiles, my heart starts to beat fast and I couldn't help but blush. I nodded and he went inside his closet.

"Here" he handed me the clothes. I went inside the bathroom to change. While I was changing I looked at myself in the mirror. I had scars around my inner thighs. I have stopped cutting since Aunt Geeta's birthday party. I want Rohit to make love to me but I am sacred what if he hates what he sees. If he sees how broken and pathetic I am, he will leave me.

I am trying. I am trying so hard to stop myself from grabbing the knife but it's so difficult sometime. But snice Rohit has come I have stopped. I feel happy around him. I just want these scars to fade away. "Neil you okay?" Rohit knocked on the bathroom door. My throat was dry, so dry that words were stuck. I want to say I am okay but the words were just stuck.

I wore the clothes. They fit me perfectly. I came outside and saw Rohit looking at me worriedly. He suddenly hugged me. "You should've replied. I was scared" he breathed. I was surprised. I hugged him back. I want to tell him everything but I don't want to face the consequences. "I really like you Rohit. Please don't leave me" I held on to him tightly. "I won't. I promise" he picked me up and laid me on the bed. He laid beside me.

I wrapped my arms around him and snuggled closer. "Good night sunshine" he said and kissed my forehead. The word 'sunshine' made my heart go crazy. God I am so in love with him but I am scared to admit it. I don't want him to see the real me because if he sees the real me, he will leave me and I would probably end up killing myself.

Papa, Daddy, Ru and Rohit are only people making me hold on to me. I just want them all to know the truth but I am scared. I don't want them to see me vulnerable. Please god show some way. I closed my eyes. Bad things occupying my mind and leading me to sleep.

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"Wake up Neil. It's already 11am" I heard Rohit saying. I groaned and woke up. Rohit stood in front of me, wearing a suit. He was late for his office and I guess it was because of me. "Your office starts at 10, why are you still here? You are going to be late and it's because of me" I sighed. He picked me up. What's gotten into him? He always picks me up.

He made me stand inside the bathroom. "Go get shower and come downstairs for breakfast" he smiled handing me the tooth brush. "And I am not late. I just have a meeting at 12" he kissed my forehead. I smiled. He is so cute.

I showered and reached downstairs. Rohit was sitting on the chair. Waiting for me. Breakfast was in front of him but he hadn't touched anything. I smiled and hugged him. "Good morning Ro" I pecked his lips. He laughed and pulled out a chair for me. "Good morning sunshine" he smiled.

We ate our breakfast and now Rohit was ready to leave. "I will come with you till downstairs. I am going at my and Ru's penthouse" I said while grabbing my bag. "Why are you going there?" he asked. "I am going to take rest today. I have been working since two days and I am tried" I sighed. "You can stay here" he stated. "But you are leaving" I pouted.

"Here" he handed me a key. I looked at him in confusion. "It's a spare key of the penthouse. If you feel like going out, go and enjoy and then come back home" he smiled. Home. Tears welled up in my eyes. I threw my arms around his neck. "Why are you so good to me?" I cried. "Baby please don't cry. Please" he rubbed my back.

"I should cancel the meeting" he declared. I pulled away. "No need" I said sternly. "Leave now. It's already 11:45" I pointed. "Okay" he sighed and kissed me. He left.

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All I did was sleep. I have been working on my new sculpture and it was tiring. Suddenly my phone started ringing. It was Mahi, I mean my grandma. I tasted something bitter in my mouth. Making me want to throw up. I ran inside the bathroom and threw up.

I washed myself and came back in the living room. I checked my phone and daddy was calling me. I picked up the call.

"Hello Neil baby" he cooed.

"Hi daddy" I said.

"Where are you?" he asked me.

"At Rohit's penthouse" I replied. I could hear him groaning which made me laugh.

"Mom called me today. Asking me to visit her. Ray agreed. We will be leaving this week" he said. My heart started beating fast. I was ready to say no but the no was stuck, stuck in my fucking throat.

"Ok...Okay. But can Rohit come? Please" I was desperate. I wanted Rohit by my side. I didn't want to be alone.

"Sure. He can come. I don't really hate him that much but don't tell that brat I said this" daddy laughed. Which made me go calm.

"Thank you. I love you daddy" he said.

"You don't have to thank me. You are my precious son after all and I love too" he said.

"Bye" I said and hanged up.

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It was 6:30 pm and I thought of making dinner and distracting myself from those horrible thoughts. As I was about to get up my phone started ringing and it was Rohit. I was smiling.

"Hello Mr. Handsome" I giggled.

"Hello my sunshine" he said in his deep voice which made me gulp.

"Why did you call?" I asked.

"Get ready, I'll be there to pick you up by 7pm. Your dress will be delivered in few minutes" he replied.

"Where are we going?" I asked curiously.

"It's a surprise" he laughed.

"Oh come on just give me a hint" I said.

"Nope. Go get ready. I'll be there soon love" he hanged up.

Love. He called me love. "He called me love" I yelled and jumped. I placed my hand on my chest and damn it was beating so fast. I could feel myself getting hot. He called me love. I repeated the word in my head.

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