Heyyy guyssss I am back with another confession many think it's not related to love but I believe it is.....
Day 4 of confessions :
Confession :
Do you also find it difficult to get out of the house to meet people/frnds but once you find courage and go and meet them,it feels like all is well in the world? I've realised not so lately that I had social anxiety and it is a sheer pain in my a**
Author's message :
Actually this confession is truly relatable to me.... personally I faced this a lot of times....like my whole childhood was a trauma that I had no friends my parents had no time for me.... I turned out really lowly that at a point I started hate people's company and isolated myself like literally for 2 long years.... having only one friend actually I can say she is my luck though she betrayed me.....
So I had only her and she literally betrayed me by backbitching me and making fun of me like everywhere possible I took all of it as I had no intention in fighting and talking to people...but later did I realise that it was not only effecting me mentally but also hurting my parents knowing that I am such a lonely kid of all....
So I bottled up all my courage as I had an opportunity that I joined in new college so everything was new I tried to find my new self....on the very first day of college I stood in the centre of stage and gave a speech about why I am perfect enough for being a leader....so you can understand how many thoughts had went through me....like my legs were fucking trembling but guess what I was successful..
I also got 17 votes I mean 17 strangers voted me....I lost all the fucking fear at that moment....Yes it's just the overthinking that is built-up within us to make us such introverted and socially anxious...
But I still support that it's not wrong to be isolated and have self company but it's wrong to not defend yourself when you need to....it's not wrong to be alone....but it wrong to be lonely....
If the difference is cleared within us we can really choose our path....
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RandomHey guys.........so this is not a story this is a confession page to confess all your feelings just like me who ever feels it weighed to confess themselves can share their pain with me as we are complete strangers over here.... Moreover you don't ha...
