The love we shared

A trip down memory lane

6 years ago

HM was seen getting dressed in her vardi the only thing that was keeping her alive after the storm that wrecked away her life. Mission Bherupiya the mission that finally killed HM and permanently brought SHO HM in reign the officer who only lived for her country, ammi and MPT. Part of her was mornung the loss of her love and the guilt of killing him. But SHO HM was stubborn she didn't let her feelings overpower her. she had pushed them away in the darkest corners of her heart locking them away throwing the keys down the deepest valley. Getting dressed she opened a book looking at a picture of her happy time hidden she sighs hiding it back mumbling "inn yadon se jitne dhur rahe utna hi acha rahega". Taking her Batton in hand she walks out saying her goodbyes to her ammi who had been a lot poorly lately. She walked in the MPT who were doing what they do the best baketi, PJ and KS fighting over suba ki chai and lalas phuti kismat, CheeTosh busy in their little love bubble and Billu the spy had somehow found himself in the middle watching the never-ending drama... Not that his complaining. HM sighs "Jai Hind" everyone stops what they were doing and responds with "Jai Hind madam sir" nodding at them HM looks at SS "koi case related updates SS" who nods in no immediately. HM nods "agar apko humari zaruat hai toh humare cabin mein ajayega" saying so she walked right in to her cabin.

PJ sighs "hume humari purane wali MS wapas chahiye. Yeh apke bhaiya ne thik nahi kiya apne swart ke liye unhone ek aise insan ki zindagi barbad kar di jise duniya ki sare kushiyan milni chahiye thi. App dono bhai behen ne milke humare lala aur bachi ki zindagi hi barbad kar di hai. Apka baat baat pe apna haat uthana, ghussa karna aur woh manhoose comeption ke liye Qayamat banna,  Aur upar se yeh chingari gang inhone upar se aur pareshan kar raka hai hume..." KS was about to respond when a constable walked in "Jai Hind KS ke liye orders laye hai" handing over a letter to her. KS nods opening it "kya hai" asked PJ pushing her head in. "amma bak! padne toh dijea hume aise saar ghusayegi toh hum kaise padenge!" hearing the commotion HM cam out of her cabin when KS said "Humara transfer Jankipuram thane mein SHO ki post pe hua hai!" excitedly hugging PJ. Everyone was happy for their KS but unfortunately as we know this happiness didn't last long with a drift between KS and HM and CC getting beaten up losing their confidence and trust on their MS. 

One day all SHOs were notified of the arrival of the new DSP as the matka DSP finally retired and were asked to come down to the headquarters for a meeting about a gang that had now made their base in Lucknow. HM who had been feeling down lately due to the personal drifts and professional stress that had wrapped itself around her taking her in a painful hug. she started overworking as her distraction, spending sleepless nights in the her cabin. today she found herself right at the end of the table with Amar Vidrohi her former enemy and now a close ally.  she was trying to pay attention to the ongoing conversation as he rambled on about her newly developed unhealthy coping mechanism "you are overworking yourself Seene shakal dekh ke pata chal raha hai. All this is getting to you kabse keh raha hu go take break par meri kaun sune yaae ek choti si chuti legi toh kya bhigdega tera. Tu hi apne app ko ghisa sabke pyar mein aur tujhe return mein baba ji ka thullu bhi nahi milta. aat least humari toh sun! we are telling you for your good because we love you! par tu hai ki! we don't have the right to show you any love haina!" grumbling away unaware of the man standing behind them scowling at the statement. While HM felt her heart wake up beating right out of her chest as she straightened up. "ab kya hua tujhe? Seene?" looking at her as she turned around getting the shock of her life. The man she believed she killed and was labelled as deshdrohi stood right in front of them dressed in khaki. An audible gasp left her mouth as her overworking, tiredness and finally stress caught up and her body decided to give up on her causing her to lose her consciousness. Amar got hold of her even before she hit the ground pushing the man a little away as he protectively held her head before she hurt herself because of the sharp edge of the table. "meine isse doctor ke pass leh jata hu!" immediately lifting her out causing AS to scowl more thinking "bohot acha HM hume itni chot paunchake app toh age hi baad gayi."

KS who was also there turned as pale as a ghost, too many emotions were running a marathon in her mind. For Now, confusion was the strongest emotion as she watched him glare at AV and make his way to the centre starting the meeting. He started off by telling them about the mission he was on and how he had to pretend to be a deshdrohi to get into the gang to get information. He explained what the gang has been planning and what actions will be taken. While this was going on KS fell in a pit of guilt, she dug for herself. Oh, how much does she wants to hug her brother and cry her heart out seeking forgiveness. AS dismissed everyone while KS stayed back and flew right in his arms "maaf kar dijea hume bhaiya hume pata nahi tha ki yeh sab aise hoga." AS didn't respond to her hug or say anything. "aude ki maryada rake SHO KS hum apke senior hai aur rahi baat jo hua usse hume kuch farak nahi padta. Apne jo kiya soh kiya ab hum jo karna chate hai woh karenghe." walking out to the doctors room at the headquarters before she could say or do anything else.

HM was awake while Amar walked up and down lecturing her on her unhealthy habits and high BP. AS walks in and fake coughs "ab thik hai app?" HM nods blankly looking at him full of confusion. AS explains the meeting to them and explains their role to them. SHO HM felt the walls she built around HM breaking straight away as stood up taking slow steps towards him as she soaked in the information. "Jai Hind sir" she mumbled walking out going to car ignoring the calls from AV she drove away to the place she found solace crying out her heart realising everything she had pent up. AS having an inkling of where she might be made his way there and found the woman, he always saw as a master in hiding her emotions crying out. He watched her from a distance as she wiped her face with a newfound determination of setting things right she stood up making her way back when she stopped seeing him. "Anu" she said running to him hugging him tight pressing kisses on his face saying her sorry's, giving her explanations and I love you's. But AS created a distance telling he has nothing for her and there is no room for reconciliation. the man was hurt by the actions of his most treasured ladies and clearly needed time to heal. HM understanding that promised to be his medicine fixing everything that was broken. 

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