How I Became The Widowed Donna

Chapter 1

We have been married for about three years.

And have been trying for baby.

And I am starting to consider that I may be infertile and that is a scary thing to be going through.

The good thing is I have a vary good husband that will love me either way.

My life as a the wife of the Mafia king of Italy has been nothing short of amazing.

He has introduced me to other Donna's and how they are with the world we live in and it was amazing to learn about others in the community that live a similar life to mine.

But everything is so proper and I am not used to that experience, everything is mostly done for you and I am used to having to do everything's by myself and sometimes Essmay, would help but most of the time I would do the cooking, cleaning, the planing, everything.

But now there is a restriction on the clothes, shoes, jewelry, makeup, everything Idois under a microscope, I can't go anywhere without people with me, I was an assassin for goddess sake and I still had to walk around with people around me constantly.

And when I bought it up with Roberto all he would say is

"That's even more reason to have protection"

And then he would go on this long speech about how protection is so important in the live we live, and scenarios about how I could get hurt and killed,

I was one of those people at one point I was so feared that people had several cars in front and behind to keep people safe and I gut wish he would see that.

I haven't feared any one in years.

Because I had to grow up and stop being afraid of those who hurt and wish to hurt me at this point I am not afraid of anything because my nightmare were my life and at one point I was ok with that because I thought that was what I deserved  but that rainy night I was thrown in the dumpster like trash, after several men took pictures, raped, beat, degraded, cum on me, even after I lost conscious and was still going.

All because I never got pregnant that happened to me.

Then I was found by the X Assassins and they healed me and tought me how to kill, how to read and write etc.

They made me who I was before I met my mate.

All I want him to do is let me be aand have alone time without him his family, or bodyguards around and this is the main reason we don't  get along.

And I hate when we argue that is why I end up settling for what he let's me have and I know it's wrong but I don't want to fight with him.

It hurts to know that I have to go against my instincts, but all I want is to be happy for once and if I have to settle then that is what I well do, he is my husband after all and I am a good Donna and wife.

Enough about that I want to be on more of a positive note.

After I finish the dishes and straighten up the wing, and get reaydy and dressed.

I have a tea party with the Donna of Germany today so I need to get dressed and ready.

Tea parties aren't really my thing but for Roberto I'll do any thing.

NONE OF THE PICTURES ARE MINE.

(The dress)

(The heels)

(the hair)

(This is what she is wearing.)

After she got dressed she texted Roberto and let him know she was ready.

It has been thirty minutes and he is still not here yet it is not like him to be late like this sure he has been late before but not this late.

Now I am getting worried, what if he had a mission and can't go out because there was an attack and he can't come.

It's not like I can just call one of his friends because we are in the Mafia everyone could be an enemy or threat.

So I got up and went to the office.

Before I got there I saw my mother-in-law and she scuffed at me and made a mumbled comment.

I let it slide because she is older and has husband's mother, like I side I love my husband.

But I still kept going to the office.

And...

Guess you will just have to wait until next time.
Take care of yourself
Bye 👋