i want you to | dthang

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Marleni's Doby | mar | fordham

4pm
" no cap, i feel like theirs something behind here " i said knocking on the other side of the wall that was in my closet " girl your being crazy " nia says as i start peeling some of the paint off, the paint came off easily. i peeked the whole thing

down and there was a little handle " yo.. nia " I said opening it and seeing some bags, i grabbed one and opened it " girl bye stop lying " she said as she kept

looking at her phone, it was money. i grabbed a band of it and threw it at her " the fu-fuck.. u being dead ass?!" she says getting up and looking at it herself " what the fuckkk " she says as we hear some footsteps, we put the money back

and shove it back in and grabbed this poster i had and covered it shutting the closet and jumping onto my bed " block party tonight!" I hear lee yell as he

slammed the door to his room " im gonna go shower" i said passing nia the grabba and grabbing some towels and going to my bathroom and taking off my hair tie from my hair. i remove my clothes and hop in the shower.

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i walk up the stairs with my airpod's in, i touch the railing and looked at the doors dalila said she wanted to meet up in these abandoned apartments. I knocked but no one opened the door. I knocked once again but nothing.

i grabbed my phone and called her, i heard her phone ringing inside. but no one picked up.

i grabbed the door knob and twisted it. it opened, i went in and saw nobody.. i looked around the whole apartment

expect the living room, before u enter the apartment it's the kitchen then a hallway to the living room.

i hear footsteps behind me.. i see dalila " shit u scared me!" i said smiling and hugging her " you too late " she says as i scrunched my eyebrows

and pulled away from the hug.

i looked at her and she was bleeding from her head " you killed me, u were too late." she said as a gun shot goes off and blood splattered all over me

7pm
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a bad dream.
i was sweating

i got up to the noise of Lee yelling my name " MARLENI'S! " he yelled making me groan, i opened my door and went to his room " what u want bro?" i said sneezing as I talked " getting tf ready we leaving in a bit " he says on his phone

i roll my eyes and walk away " close my mf door!" he said making me stomp in silence, I went back and closed his door gently. i went to my room and

brushed my teeth, washed my lashes, and turned on my hair straightener. i went diving into my closet and remembered the money i had found, I still couldn't believe i found that in my closet. i shook my head and grabbed some clothes

I quickly ran over my straightener on my hair and then turned it off, i put on my pants and shoes. I then went a sprayed some perfume, i went to the

living room and waited for lee to get come down " a donde tú va?" my mom says as i raise my head at her voice " vamo a ir a un party" i said and she started vacuuming as i talked " ta bien, te cuida " she says giving me a kiss on the forehead

she grabbed her purse and shut the front door, I sighed as lee took forever " bro you don't take this long to get ready!" i yelled as he shut his room door

" im going going fuck " he says as he gets his car keys and I sit in the front seat, we drive towards this deli " what you getting now?" I said as he ignored me i rolled my eyes texting erik, he didn't respond. i closed my phone and got

worried, why the fuck do i worry so much. the door opens and lee hands me the grabba he had bought " u seen erik?He didn't come home last night." I said

as lee shook his head, i knew he was lying when he made that face. i stayed quiet as we get off the highway and stop at some gates, i see bando running out and opening the gates for us " sup lee, sup mar " bando says as i smile at him

lee goes forward and parks where he usually parks. i see iys sitting down so i approach her " hey marr " she says giving me a hug as i sit down next to her

I zoned out, it's haunting me. iys touched my arm and I came back " you okay?" she said as i nodded and smiled, i seen dthang walking but no sign of erik i got up and walked towards him " dthang.. you seen erik?" i asked him as he

as he looked me up in down, but not in the rude way " nah he must be somewhere " he said smirking i smiled awkwardly " oh okay.. imma just be.. over

here." i said walking away awkwardly, everytime i looked at dthang i felt mixed emotions. but i also loved erik I couldn't choose. i grabbed the blunt and scrolled on my phone " mar? enny said if you wanted to go spin " iys said as I nod

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i get in the passenger seat of enny's car and she had a mask and also did rubi,jazzy. i put my on and we drived down to the HILL.

" who we lookin for?" i asked them looking out the window, her windows were mad tinted "some bitch named melli " she said as I looked around the block we were on, I spotted a group of girls outside a deli " look " I said tapping on enny's

shoulder " that's her, hop out!" she said as I had a pocket knife with me " sup bitch u smoking who?" jazzy says getting close as they try hitting us

I swing the pocket knife as they run into the deli " bitch u ain't no shit, u peeing ya self " I said recording her as she had wet stains on her pants " who u smoking bitch " I said dragging her out the deli by her hoodie

she started tripping as I punched her " enny grab her ass " I said as enny grabbed her by her hoodie and threw her to me " bitch.. u mad pussy " I said hitting

her with lots of punches, the other girls had started running, it had distracted me and melli ran away " fuck! mar u had her!" rubi says as I snap back, I started to feel dizzy "you good marleni's?" enny says as I lean against the car

" get in ya!" enny yells as I get in and take off my sweater and mask, I looked around in my bag " what u looking for? her inhaler rubi pass it!" enny says

as she hands me it and I inhale it. I catch my breath " you don't need a doctor or anything.." jazzy asks me as I nod " let's just go home, party was fucking wack" I said as enny accelerated onto the highway

11pm...

I sat on my bed and looked outside, kids running down the block. I exhaled the smoke and pressed my blunt against the ashtray, I got up and removed my sweater.

I was in some grey bike shorts and in my sports bra, I looked in the mirror and noticed.. I was getting super skinny. you can see my rib cage without me poking my stomach out. i walked away and went to my bathroom brushing my

teeth, i washed my face and lashes. yet no sign of erik yet, i sigh as i placed my phone on the charger and read the message. completely forgot i had a

photoshoot tomorrow at 3pm, i laid down on my bed and look at the window. i was closing my eyes until i heard a knock at the window, i seen erik. mind you by ur window theirs some stairs u can climb so yea " are you okay?" i asked him

letting him in. he immediately pulls me into a hug " my life is over." he said as he pulls me in again.