He once thought if letting go was the right thing to do, he often thought,
"Will I ever be able to survive without him?"
He knew the answer. He couldn't. But he believed letting him go was right, he was determined to make sure that he never messed...
"Uh" Shua groaned as he laid on his bed, after taking the most comfortable warm shower. His muscles ached, as he turned around here and there, hearing the metal bed creak loudly. He always found that sound funny, somehow, he would never ever get bored of that sound
"Oh josh, want some fried chicken"
"I'll pass, Vernon"
Surprisingly Vernon had been one of the best room mates he had ever met. Man was quite, peaceful and a very funny person to hang around. Moving to Korea, and meeting an American there, was indeed one of the best experiences he had.
"Wait, Did you just wipe that grease on my shirt????"
"Its gonna go do the laundry anyway"
Joshua could have fucking hit the life out of him, he was just too tired to do so. In the quiet corner of his dimly lit room, he laid holding his phone.
Joshua had a beautiful hobby, taking pictures. He believed that each image held a story, a feeling, a memory which he wanted to keep forever.
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He hadn't taken much pictures, but just scrolling through them, made him feel at ease. He liked uploading them, so they could stay there forever. With a soft hum, he navigated through a virtual gallery that held more than just pixels and colors—it housed a mosaic of memories.
The glow of his phone casted shadows on his face as he scrolled absentmindedly through. Amidst the endless stream of updates and photos, a video paused his scrolling thumb. There he was— Jeonghan, his crush, radiant as ever, his laughter echoing through the tiny speakers of his phone.
Joshua stared at his screen, as his heart skipped a beat. Beside jeonghan, stood Scoups who was laughing along with him. He realized how much he wished that he was there instead of Scoups, He wished Jeonghan would laugh the same way. He realized how selfish he had become, he set his phone aside, as he seeked warm in his palms, rubbing his face.
For a moment he felt like his world paused, but as he opened his eyes, he saw Vernon wiping is face on his towel. He found the best way to relive stress.
"Josh!!!! You've become such a bitch" Vernon groaned as he felt the sharp pain on this back.
"Shut up and go to bed" Joshua switched of the light, slowly, putting his day too an end, rather bitterly.
Y'all I didn't have enough time, so Imma upload chapter 3 today too.
Question: How would you feel if you were in Joshua's place?
