her (stemxstud)

overthinking

mins pov

the rest of the date i could really tell ky was really trying to make me feel comfortable. she opened my doors for me kept asking if i was okay and got me my favourite snacks on the way home. as we got into her house i wanted to thank her for the amazing time i knew we had, but me being me, i kept finding every reason to overthinkg or put something in the negative. "hey min.." i look up at her "if youre not having fun... or if you dont want to be here i can take you home." "no its not that. i really do want to be here, i just..." i froze it felt like i had a lump in my throat. everything in my body is telling me not to tell her. to not ruin the night. just act like everything is fine and push my feelings to the side. i suck at communication. i run from it actually. "why did you rent out the resturaunt?? are you ashamed of me ky?" i mumbled not looking at her. i felt my whole body tensing up and my anxiety was through the roof. "what? no of course not!" she grabbed my chin making me look up at her. "i promise im not. okay? the only reason i did that is beacuse you told me you dont like crowded spaces. that they make you anxious. so i got it beacuse i wanted you to feel comfortable ma. thats all it is i promise" i smiled at her. it seems like she always knows what to say to make me feel better. i got closer to her face looking at her lips. she starts leaning in and i do the same. before i know it my lips are interlocked with hers. they felt so soft like i could be here forever. she pulled my waist in closer our bodies pressing against eachothers. i could feel myself getting hotter. i wanted ky to do everything she ever wanted to to me. i would honestly let her in this moment.

she picked me up not breaking the kiss. i wrapped my arms and legs i felt her tongue glide across my lips and i immediately open my mouth letting her in. she carries me up the stairs our mouths fighting for dominance. i let her win as our kiss got slower. we walked into my room and she closed the door before turning me around pressing my body against the door gently. i could feel her hands going up my waist gripping at my breast. i moan into her mouth before pulling away as i look into her eyes i notice they seem darker than before. but also glossy. she start unbuttoning my shirt and kissing up my chest, as soon as she reaches my neck i came feel her teeth marks as shes sucking and leaving bruises on me. i couldnt help but moan pulling her closer to me. she flipped me around and laid me down on the bed leaving trails of rough kisses down my chest and stomach. her coils falling over her face. we make eye contact as she gets to my lower stomach i can tell shes looking or permission to keep going. i nodded my head yes. she started to unbutton my pants and kiss along my v line. right as she was about to pull them down i heard the doorbell ring.

"ughhhh" i heard ky groan. i got up putting myself back together "you should get that" i said. ky wiped her hands over her mouth before looking at me and exiting the room. 'i cant believe i almost let that happen. how could i be so easy.' i kept thinking about moments with jay. every horrible thing shes said or did to me. it keeps replaying in my mind.

Ky pov

i opened the door to find some random chick crying at my door. she looked at me with wide pleading eyes. "i-is minseo here?" she asked sniffling. "who you is?" i asked. "im que." she replied. "why you looking for minseo?" i said getting closer to her. "look i dont want any trouble i just really need her." "how tf you know shes here?" i said. as far as i know i havent told anybody that shes staying with me. and ill be damned if this is a trick from jay. "lo-look, can you just tell her to come here. i promise she-" i pulled my gun out of my waist band and pressed it against her temple. she just went silent and closed her eyes. i called out for minseo and heard her little footsteps down the stairs. "ky what the hell?!" i heard her say as she pushed past me in front of waythe girl. i put my gun away and looked the girl up and down before walking away. "you got company."

min pov

"look can i please stay with you?" q asked. i was helping her get cleaned up in the bathroom. she explained how she left her boyfriend for good this time. i could see her bruises. new and old. i sighed. "look this isnt my place to be offering no rooms q." "can you just ask her?? please i have nowhere else to go" i looked at the blood on the towel before agreeing. "ill see." i said. i honestly was hoping ky would let her. she was the only friend i had back in cali. the only person i was close to besides jay. i missed q i hated leaving her but life goes on ya know.