Pills and potions
With overdsosing
I'm angry but I still love you,
Pills and potions
With overdosing
Can't stand it
But I still you
-Pills N Potions Nicki Manaj
I paced around in the waiting room. People were looking at me like I was crazy. I had made three attempts to go to Drake's room but I was held down and they said the next time I did it I would get kicked out.
But the thing about it. I was still looking for way to go to Drake's room unseen.
I sat down on the chair and I was sweating. My heart was beating. I was shaking. I clapsed my hand in front of my face and whispered a prayer to God.
When Drake was born he had a kidney problem. The doctors helped relieve this problem. His mom, Onika and him thought it would never be a problem anymore... Never bother him... Make him live without any pain that is... Until today.
It struck him and it struck him hard knocking pretty much all the breath out of him. If I didn't break every speed limit in New York to get him here... Onika shook the thought out of her head.
She saw the doctor appear and she stood up quickly almost knocking down the chair she sat on.
She wiped the sweat out of her hands on her jeans and waited...
"Family of Aubrey Graham" Dr. Goldberg asked. I raised my hand shaking it in the air like a child who knew the answer no one could answer in the class.
He nodded, "Follow me". I followed him pass the white walls until I reached a door marked Patient 106.
He opened the door and I entered. The door closed behind me and I realized the doctor did not enter.
I ran to Drake's bedside sitting beside him on the bed.
His eyes fluttered open and tears filled my eyes. I didn't want it to happen but I know it will.
"I never liked hospitals" he said weakly and started coughing.
I smiled weakly, "I knew that. This was the last place you saw your grandmother".
"You know they put me in the same room as her" he said voice cracking and then coughed again.
"I realized that" I said sniffing. I reached for his hands and squeezed it. He squeezed mine back.
"Drake don't leave me. I need you. Don't go stay a little longer" I said as I allowed the tears to fall freely. I hiccuped.
"Onika its okay. When I'm gone I want you to stay strong. Move on forget about me" he touched the swell of my stomach and smiled.
"Let our child grow with a father. Tell him about the wonderful things we did together" Drake said as his strength started to fade away.
"Drake no, please no. God don't make this happen" I practically screamed.
"You know the best thing about it" he said staring me in the eyes, "I get to die looking at the woman I love".
I fisted his shirt,"Drake you aren't going anywhere" I said determined. "The doctors are going to say you are okay and you're going him and I'm going to bake you brownies tomorrow. You will make a good father and husband. We will make love in each others arm every night".
Her greip then loosened on his shirt as she looked at the beeping monitor.
"No Drake. No, no, no. Stay with me please" she cpsed his hand tightly.
"I love you" he said as his eyes started to close.
"Be strong and take care of our child" he whispered.
"God forgive me for all my sins" he said without thinking I claimed his lips he responded and I kissed him until I felt his lips stop moving. I looked up and his eyes was close.
"Nooooooooooooo Drake". I looked at the door and saw Drake's mother there wiping away tears from her eyes.
"Call the doctor please" I told her with pleading eyes.
"He's gone" she said crying. Wiping any tear that came down.
The doctors came running inside, shouting orders as the beeping machine went louder. Checking his heart beat . pumping his chest. It was no use cause he was gone.
I got up from his bed and walked out the room, out the hospital door and to God knows where...
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It's been a long daywithout you my friend,
And I'll tell tyou all about it when I see you again,
We've come a long way from where we began,
And I'll tell you all about it when I see you again.
-Charlie Puth ft Wiz Khlifa
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----------Two Weeks Later--------------
I placed a bouquet of flowers on his grave and opened up a bag full of Hershey's chocolate kisses.
"Hey babe like the new set of flowers" I plopped a kisses in my mouth munching away.
"I'm naming my son... Oh we're having a boy. Sorry I ruined the surprise. You hated surprises anyways " I said giggling away like school girl.
"I'm naming him Grumpy. Just playing... " I said laughing until I was clutching my stomach.
"I'm naming him Aubrey Drake Graham " I bit my lip,"Little unoriginal... I know but it's the only thing that reminds me about you. He has your blood. I know you told me to forget about you but I can't -" I hiccuped and felt tears in my eyes but I held them back.
"I'll be strong for you" I said then curled into a ball and slept beside his gravestone.
--------33 minutes later-----
"Miss, get up" I heard a masculine voice said. I shot up quickly and my head hit something.
I heard a groan, "I'm sorry" I said and I looked at the guy.
"Its okay Miss. I just saw you here and I came to wake you up because I didn't want nothing bad to happen to you."
"I'm Onika. Who are you ?" I said thrusting a hand forward for him to shake. To my surprise he brought my hands to his lips and kissed it softly.
"I'm Remeek. You can call me Meek Mill. Nice to meet you Onika".
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I wrote this after I posted All Things Go Pt2 and Aniconda. Two books in one day was amazing. Thanks guys for supporting me and never forget to :
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