DIL DE CHUKE SANAM

DIRTY THOUGHTS 🫠

Cloud of sadness in his eyes was wandering . Hearing her confession he felt being devastated for a moment but somehow he knew this was going to happen. He knew deep down she would say No as he is a single father.

" Listen I could explain" Kabir said through his sign language.

" what will you explain Kabir. What is left ?? You choose to marry someone else and love someone else? "

" And moreover I do also have a family and what will they say that I am whoring around??"

" I ...I am not married " Kabir said by vigorously moving his hands.

Subhi looked at him being shocked by one more thunder storm.

" WHAT!!!??" THEN THAT KID OF YOURS. .... ? Subhi unable to find words .

That's how Kabir explained the whole story.

" But my family they will never accept........"

" Once just for once please forget about your parents and think about only you and me and say would you have loved me??" --- Kabir asked .

" YES, I WOULD HAVE ALWAYS CHOOSED YOU " finally she let go of her feelings and tears also.

They just stood infront of each other.Subhi was not crying but tears was rolling down from her eyes. She didn't know what the tears for??

For knowing that the person loved her whom she had crushed all her life  or they are not meant to be with each other.

At the other hand Kabir's eyes was also brimming with tears knowing the one he loved will also CHOOSED him .

He came closer to her . His hands were shaking but somehow he held her cheeks in his palms . Subhi thought he was going to kiss him. This made her uncomfortable. All her life she never liked being physique.

" No Kabir is not like another guys he.. he... He....."

Kabir kept looking in her eyes. When suddenly she was about back out Kabir moved his head closer to Subhii and kisses her forehead.

That kiss gave butterflies in her stomach. Never did she ever thought this would that adventurous.

She was not feeling uncomfortable anymore rather her heart was racing in her chest ready to come out. She was breathing heavily looking in his eyes.

Kabir wiped her tears  and hold his ears like he was conveying sorry to her.

"Why?" She asked

" Because I kissed you without your permission" Kabir said and lowered his gaze and once again looked at her staring her like a baby stares his mother with all innocence.

This time subhii got angry and said "you all men are alike , first you will make mistakes and then say sorry"

Kabir 's heart raced he knew he made mistake but now he regret it even more.

" What if she thought he was like other men lurking for women"

Kabir shooked his head vigorously

Subhii smiled and said " it's okay I was joking . I know you are not like other men" and touched his cheek with her palm.

Tears welled up in his eyes and marched through his cheeks . He was so scared with the thought of her hating him .

" Aree don't cry ....." subhi said wiping his tears this time.

Kabir took her hands in his palms and smiling but soon his smile gone has subhi pulled her hands away looking at other direction.

Kabir was looking at her like questioning her that what happened now...

Subhii said " As I said that we can't be together so it will better to not to get into relationship to later get a serious heart break"

Kabir didn't know how to react. But he also realised that she is a woman and she is the one whom not only society but also her family would discard her . That is the reality.

" It will be better if  we just remain friends as we are " she said with a lot of difficulty.

" or just not see other anymore" she ended .

Kabir Swiftly moved his hands and said " That he will  be her friend rather staying away from her "

They both went silent and the she spoke " it's late I have to go home " looking in his eyes. Kabir nodded hold her hand and started walking towards his car. Subhi didn't say anything to him.

She didn't know why but she felt Kabir had this right.

He opened the passenger seat for her and she got in . 

All the way they were silent. They reached her apartment and she got out of the car. Kabir bid her good bye by waving but she leaned and asked him to come to her room . Kabir didn't denied and got out of the car at once like he was waiting for this opportunity.

He Parked the car and started walking behind her. She took her keys        and opened the door and gestured him to get in .

He saw the hall which he was facing.

" Be home Kabir" she smiled and Kabir smiled back.

" Kaaabiirrr....." she said lowering her eyes" would you like to eat some chapatii and sabjii " she was so tired that she could only afford to feed this at this time.

Kabir nodded smile never leaving his face.

She hurriedly got into kitchen making food. Kabir also joined her with out listening to her that he had not to do this job. But Kabir made her shut up by repeating her words                 "FEEL HOME "

Kabir kneaded the flour and Subhii was cutting vegetables and she looked at him and suddenly her eyes fell on his perfect slim long finger and some dirty thoughts clouded her mind  and she bit her lower lip .

Kabir was already looking at her and same thought also clouded his mind and he looked at the ball of flour which he intentionally squeezed and looked at her bitting his lower lip .

Subhii' s eyes widened and jerked the unholy thoughts.  She was unable to look in his eyes and started cutting vegetables. While Kabir bit his lower lip more tightly and kneaded the rest cleanly. In between he felt something growing hard. His eyes widened of realisation . Never ever he thought he would act like this in his life . He has always respected woman or say never mind looking at them unless for any work purpose.                                              

" What is happening with me , what will she think no no I can't let her feel unsafe around me "

He looked at her who was busy cutting vegetables. He gently tapped her shoulder and asked for washroom . Subhii pointed towards a room and he marched heading towards her room.

He opened the door and saw clothes on her bed and her bra lying on her bed . He felt his burning cheeks and got into wash room.

After sometime the food was ready they boy sat infront of TV and watched a horror film and later on turned the news channel on with they saw the reporter was talking about a thunder storm in that area.

They look out of the window and Saw
the winds was blowing heavily jerking the window. They are their food and got up. Subhii cleaned the kitchen while Kabir closed all the windows and had also informed at home that he can't go home tonight as subhii had arrested him here .

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