things I write when the world gets dark

Confession

I an doing a horrible job of being me
Completely

Confidence is my downfall, yet one of the reasons why I am me
Confidentially

I find solace in feeling alone
The world and everyone else all seem to overwhelm me at times I suppose

Otherwise I despise being alone when everyone else is up and about
Maybe it's only me then I suppose

Having to bottle up my feelings when I just want them to explode
With one touch I may implode

Being a china doll when all I want to be is a Barbie
Makes me want to break free

When I am having a bad day and wish for a hug to make the pain go away
But no one notices, they are all ready to go play