Chapter 4

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[ Zayn POV ]

“You okay mate?” Niall tapped my shoulder and took a seat next to me, chewing a cupcake.

“I’m good, thanks”

“But you look don’t” he said, keep chewing. “Is it all because of Perrie?” My heart sink when I hear Niall mentioned her name, the only one who make me this broken. Perrie and I broke up about a month ago and I am still feeling sick of it. We’ve been together for about 7 months and I’ve loved her with all my heart, until she cheated on me with a random guy. I just couldn’t believe that she cheated on me, I mean; we never had a big problem or a big fight before. We always in a good term, even when I had world tour in around the world, we still good and keep in touch together. I still love her actually, but I can’t stand on lies or something that I can’t believe in. She was the cutest, the sweetest and the most adorable girlfriend I ever had, but still, she cheated on me and I can’t stand with it.

“Hmmm” I mumbled, “maybe a bit”

“Oh come on mate! Cheer up! Let’s move on!” Niall spoke randomly but he really meant it. “You have tons of girls who head heels over you, you are the Zayn Malik. The Bradford Bad Boi  from the phenomeniall band called One Direction”

“That’s the thing!” I said and turn to him “I’m looking for a girl who see me as I am, I don’t want to have a girl who only see me as the Zayn Malik from One Direction” I told him lazily. I’m not really into this kind of conversation after I broke up with Perrie. I just wanna give my heart a little break, it has been hurted too much. I’m the type of the guy who hates any kind of lie, once I found out that someone has lied to me, then it took ages for me to believe them again. Cheating is one of the biggest lies ever.

“I think I know who can mend your brokenhearted” Niall spoke, chuckling. I raised my eyebrow and look into his deep blue eyes. “Vanessa” he said and laughed. I choked and gave him a why-have-to-be-she-is look, I admitted that she’s attractive and I like her, but it was not it that way, not yet.

“I don’t even know her” I said and Niall laughed even louder.

“Not yet” he laughed and leaves me alone, I bet he’s going to the kitchen and looking for something to eat on the fridge. Don’t ask me why I said that, because everybody knows that he’s the Niall Horan, a guy who never can stop eating.

We were on rehearsal for our gig tonight. Being on stage and singing in front of million people who support you is one of the most amazing feeling in the world, words couldn’t ever describe how it feels. No matter what I’ve been through, when I am standing on stage, I feel so blessed. I love the fact that many people support the thing that I love to do, I can’t ask for more in this life. I have everything that everybody would die to be in my place right now. Even though sometimes I feel so exhausted because of our tough schedule, it always worth it. I looked back at the time when I was fight to be in this position, it wasn’t a thing that I could take for granted.

“Put it on Niall!” Paul, our lovely bodyguard yelled to Niall who took a cake and spill it into Louis’s face. Cake war. “And Louis, stop it! You guys just made this room even mess!” he added. Harry comes behind Paul and place a piece of cake on Paul’s face and kiss his cheek.

“Your taste so sweet, Paul” Harry grinned and everybody laughed at his silliness. Weirdo.

“Damn you Harold!” Paul said and run after Harry. It’s usually happen in our rehearsal, we messed up with everything we found and made the whole room mess. I really grateful that we have Paul with us, he’s been so patience and strong too handle 5 mad teenagers, well actually 3. Liam and I are the normal one, I guess.

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