"All is fair in love and poetry"

Wait

I don't mind waiting....

I've done it all my life

I've waited until the time seemed right

The time seemed right to tell you

That have no friends

That I live in dread

And sometimes I feel like I can't get up out of bed

And that sometimes I feel like I'd rather be dead

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I have waited to find the right friends

Like for years I've always had them

People who look out for me

Include me

Stand up for me

But I always meet the people that can't see through me

Can't see through my fake smiles

Can't see through my dry texts

can't see through the holes in my head

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Not that I have holes in my head

They just can't see through my eyes

Not like my mom can

She can see when I'm hurting

When I need to talk

But sometimes I feel like I'm pissing her off

She has five other people to make sure that are ok

Week after week.

Day after day

So I'll wait

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I'll wait

Ill wait til I find someone to spend the rest of my life with

I'll wait til I find the man who looks after me when I'm scared

Who will walk beside me because he cares

I'll wait to find the man who will look at me like in movies

The way James looks at Ruby in Maxton Hall

Or how Benjamin looks at Andie in how to loose a guy in ten days

I'll wait

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I'll wait

I'll wait for the right guy to find me

Like Cinderella waited in her house for years til she met her prince

Or how Rapunzel waited in her tower for years til she met Flynn

Or how sleeping beauty waited in the woods for her prince

Or how belle waited in the castle til the beast became her prince

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I'll wait

I'll wait for a boy to look at me the way walker Scobell looks at Leah

I'll wait til a boy realises I'm scared like walker sees with Leah

I'll wait until I find a boy that jokes with me like walker jokes with Leah

I'll wait....

I'll wait to find someone like walker scobell

I'll wait to find someone like those boys on TikTok

I'll wait til I find my prince

I'll wait for my prince that maybe one day takes me away from myself

I'll wait

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I'll wait

I might spend my whole life waiting for something to change

Like maybe one day I can change school to a place I might finally find friends

I'll wait

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I'll wait

For someone to think I'm pretty

For someone to love me with their whole heart

For someone to realise I'm not ok

For someone to see I'm suffering

For someone to see that I can't get through this myself

I'll wait

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I'll wait

I might spend my whole life waiting

But I'm ok with that

I don't know if I'll find all that

So

I'll wait