"All is fair in love and poetry"

𝙷𝚎𝚢 - 𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝 𝚙𝚘𝚎𝚖

Hey
You don't know me
But I think I know how you are feeling
Because this is how I'm feeling
And I hope you know
I feel like shit too

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Im told empty lies
Instead of the truth
I know I don't deserve it
I know that's the truth
But I can't help but wonder
If it is untrue...

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If it's untrue when she said
You're one of my favourites in the group
When I asked if I was apart of it too
She said yes but then why..

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Why did they go out without me
Why did they tell lies
The amount they told,
They could be dropping like flies.
You act like it's normal
Like I'm actually included
Not that I'm just sat there deluded
Deluded in the lies I told myself
That they care
That I'm their friend
That one day I don't have to pretend

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Pretend like I'm fine
Pretend like I don't care
Pretend I do think loves in the air
Truth is I don't care

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I don't care you like that boy in the school
I don't care that you think I care
I don't care that you sat their, brushing your hair

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But I do care that you saw me at my worst and acted like you cared
But I know the truth, that you didn't actually care
You didn't care that my granny died and you all went to the beach and didn't invite me
You didn't care that I could barely stand on my feet the day i found out she might not live another day
You didn't care that you leave me in every class because there's only enough chairs for four, not five
You didn't care that when those girls joined the group, they nearly shoved me in a coop
You didn't notice

Or maybe you all just don't care

But hey

When I die

At least I won't be alone up there