What in the H@$#

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Alyson's POV
When I wake up I feel like my heart has exploded and that I'm not even alive anymore. She's gone, and I am the reason that she is. I won't ever be able to see her. What am I going to do and how am I supposed to tell Jeremy. She was the only thing we had left in our family. I get up and start going into the kitchen.

"Hey how you holding up sweetheart?" I see Dean making breakfast.

"Well I feel like I have betrayed everything I stand for and that I am dead inside, so fine and dandy how bout you." he smirks but then he gets serious again.

"Um Alyson we have here body ready for the funeral type thing. We were waiting for you to get up so we could start." I nod my head and follow Dean outside. Sam, Jess, and the baby are out there. They are all gathered around Mamaw.

"Would you like to do it." I look at Dean and nod my head and take the lighter. I walk up to where she is laying.

"I love you Mamaw." I say so low that the others don't here. I ignite the lighter and throw it onto the mound. I watch as the flames in gulf her body and take her into the after life. I wipe at the tears that had fallen when it's time to go back inside. Sam and Jess are sitting at the table and Dean is leaning against the counter. I go past them to the fridge and grab a beer.

"Wait how old are." I look at Dean and swallow some of the beer before I answer.

"I am 36" Dean just looks at me and nods his head. I wonder what his thinking about. I know for damn sure he doesn't care about under age drinking. I take another sip of my beer.

"Listen Alyson, I know how it feels to lose someone but don't let this get to you. Also remember it isn't your fault......"

"It isn't my fault it isn't my fault." I look at Dean, "I was the one who killed her I was the one who took away the only thing good in my world and in Jeremy's world."

"Alyson you had to do it."

I slam my hands down on the table.

"Bullshit" I stand and wipe the tears that had escaped. I grab my beer and walk into the bedroom. Why does it happen to me, what did my family do to deserve this. Anyone we have ever cared about gets taken away from us.

Jeremy. Oh god I forgot to tell him where I am he is probably freaking out. I turn my phone on a dial his number. He picks up the phone after a few rings.

"Hello."

"Jeremy." I sobbed his name how am I suppose to tell him what happened.

"Alyson. Where are you I came back to Mamaws and Yall were gone. I have been calling everyone we know and you haven't answered any calls...."

"Jer, it's okay I'm fine I'm with some friends at a bunker I haven't called you because so much is happened and.. I'm so sorry that it did." I started crying.

"Alyson what happened?"

"Mamaw is dead Jer." I hear his breath hitch.

"How?"

"She was possessed and we had to kill her." I say but leave out the part that I was the one who killed her. I hear a knock at my door.

"Jer I'll call you back I love you." I hang up the phone before he can say anything. I tell the person to come in expecting Jess but Dean comes in.

"We're going on hunt tomorrow if you want to join us."

I nod my head

"Who's going to watch the baby?"

"There's a kid here you haven't meet his a prophet. His name is Kevin and he watches the baby when we go out on a hunt." I nod and lay back on the bed.

"Alright well we are going to leave at six because it's a long drive to where were going. You should try and get some sleep." With that he turned out the light and closed the door.

I closed my eyes at that night I dreamed of a hunter with green eyes.

Dean POV

I closed the door and start walking towards the kitchen. I grab a hunting bag and sit down at the table.

"You know she likes you right." I look over to see Jess leaning against the counter top.

"Yeah, like I'm going to take advice from a girl that married my brother." I smirk and load one of the guns and reload the salt canisters.

"I'm not joking Dean. She likes you and Alyson doesn't share her feelings with anyone. I know her and I don't want her to get hurt." I look at Jess she had tears in her eyes. I nod and stand up.

"I'm not going to hurt her intentionally. I just don understand anything that is going on." She nods and pulls me into a hug.

"Alright, that's enough of the chick flick moments." She lets go and dries her eyes.

"Alright I'm going to bed." She take off down the hallway and I start to mess with the guns again.

"Dean" I hear Allyson.

"Yeah." I turn around and Allyson has tears in her eyes and I know she heard everything.

"Do you actually mean everything that you said."

"Yeah I did, I know I've only have known you for a few weeks but I can't stop thinking about you."

She walks over to me.

"You promise you won't hurt me." I nod and she crashes her lips onto mine. It feels like fire coursing threw my body. She pulls me closer to deepen the kiss. She starts to unbutton my shirt and I push her against the wall and lift her up to were she has her legs around my waist. When I look at her again she vanishes and I hear my alarm clock going off.

Are you serious.

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