I'm Not A Guy (INTERSEX || GXG)

CAPITULO 3: The Rage Of Sage

She will be our accounting professor. Fuck! I hate math! pero pag siya ay handa ako sulosyonan lahat ng problema na ibibigay niya. She's now in front explaining what will happen in our whole semester with her subject. Then she introduced herself. I was shocked when I heard she's a public accountant. No wonder why she's our professor in accounting. Meron siya pinagsasabi sa unahan pero ang utak ko at atensyon ay nasa mukha niya lang. I admire every part of her. Para siyang Barbie doll na nabuhay.

Hindi lang ako ang namangha sa ganda niya. I saw how the boys at the back drooled over her. Pati na rin ang katabi ko lalaki. His attention were all on her. Nakatuko ang isa ko siko sa lamesa at nakapatong ang ulo sa kamay habang pinagmamasdan siya sa unahan.

Forgive me God for having a sin.

I'm starting to fall in-love with this fine woman.

I can't stop myself.

She's all I want.

"Why is accounting important for businesses?"

Bumalik ako sa realidad dahil bigla siya nag tanong. I sat straight and cleared my throat. Napabaling ako kay Justine na bigla tumaas ng kamay. Kinsley nodded at him. Tumayo si Justine upang sumagot.

"Well, accounting is like the strong foundation of every successful business. Hindi lang ito tungkol sa maths, it's about knowing the health of finances and making smart choices. If accounting were a person...it's you. You make numbers look as beautiful as you are."

Kita ko pano umiwas ng tingin si Kinsley kay Justine. Palihim ako ngumiwi at nagtiim bagang dahil sa panglalandi niya sa baby ko. Justine sat down as he smirked while looking at Kinsley. Sarap ibalibag ng lamesa ko ngayon. Sa inis ay pinadaosdos ko ang kamay sa buhok.

"Yes, Mr. Vincenzo?"

Namilog ang mata ko dahil sa tinawag ang pangalan ko ni Kinsley. Binaba ko ang kamay ko nasa ulo. Shit! Natawag ako sa hindi ko gusto paraan! I heard Justine mocking laugh beside me. Kinuyom ko ang kamao ko at nahihiya tumayo dahil ayaw mapahiya sa babaeng ito. Mapahiya na ako sa lahat wag lang sakanya.

Sumandal si Kinsley sa lamesa habang nasa akin ang atensiyon. She fidget her pen while staring at me waiting for my answer.

"Uh...accounting..it's important because without accounting there's no business," I said nervously.

"Elaborate, please." Kinsley added still not satisfy.

I took a deep breath, trying to gather my thoughts. Tangina naman oh!

Inisip ko yung turo sakin ni Kenny. I won't make it useless.

"Okay, um, accounting is like the backbone of a business. It keeps track of all the money coming in and going out. Kung wala ito, hindi mo malalaman kung kumikita ka o papunta ka na sa pagkalugi. Kailangan alam mo kung saan ka patungo. Alam mo kung ano ang tama at maling desisyon para hindi ka malugi,"

Ang huli ko sinabi ay patama sakanya. Sakanila dalawa ni Justine. Ayaw ko manghusga pero kung totoo man na may namamagitan sakanila ay masisira ang parehong imahe nila. Ayaw ko mandiri pero iba eh.

Kinsley pushed herself off the desk and walked slowly toward me. Her steps were steady, and she kept looking at me.

"That's a good start. But think deeper. Pano kong alam mo naman ang tamang desisyon pero nalugi parin sa huli? what will you do?"

Her being so close made it hard to focus. She stopped right in front of me, close enough that I could smell her perfume.

"I will fix it so it won't lead to a bankruptcy. Kailangan natin gawan ng paraan para maayos," Singit ni Justine saming dalawa.