NOTHING

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Billie

"Shhh it's okay baby," I laid my whiny daughter down in my bed and handed her a bottle of milk.

She laid down on her side and continued to drink her milk.

"Hey," Cassie walked into my bedroom.

"Hey"

"How are you feeling?"

"Better"

"That's good," she sat next to me.

"...I like you," I told Cassie.

"I know," She smiled.

"So what now?"

"You take me out on a date?"

"Where do you want to go?"

"Dinner just something simple"

"Okay," I leaned in and attached my lips to hers.

After a long kiss we pulled away and held hands.

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"I'm nervous," I told Lilith while trying to fix my tie to my suit.

"You're never nervous to walk into a building, kill everyone in it, then burn the building to the ground"

"It's not the same thing okay I've never been on a date, I only know violence I don't know romance"

Frustrated on the topic I give up on my tie.

"Fuck it I'm going tieless"

"Your problem is that you don't ask for help either c'mere you big dummy"

I rolled my eyes and walked towards Lilith holding my tie.

She put the tie around my lifted collar and tied my tie.

"I've been waiting for this day to come finally seeing my little sister grow up naturally and not the way dad wanted you to, you have a violent mind but you don't have a violent heart and you held onto that," after her sentence she finished my tie.

"Thank you"

"Have fun little sis"

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"She is here," Claret said excitedly while running down the stairs, I stood there awkwardly holding my bouquet of flowers.

I saw Cassie walk downstairs in her beautiful red dress and heels, her hair was down and curled and she just looked stunning.

"These are for you," I cleared my throat and handed her the flowers.

"Thank you Billie"

"Shall we?"

I held out my hand and she took it.

"You look beautiful tonight," I told her

"You look nice yourself Billie"

Who knew that this day would change everything, that I'd have a future with this girl, we got married the next year, had a kid together, a boy, 2 kids after that 4 kids in total that we're raising.

Before Eloise I never thought I could be a mom, but having not one but four really helped me see that I could be a mom, watching them grow up and have a bond with each other and care for each other had me realizing that they're growing up with a so much love around them and not quickly result to violence like I did.

My three younger kids are very sensitive at heart, but Eloise my oldest, 16, ruthless like me, she doesn't give in easily she's very passionate and protective. She also stole my style, she comes off as masculine in the way she dresses and in the way she acts.

Other than that she's a great kid with a bad temper that's all.

Definitely reminds me of me when I was her age just a lot less like me.