"So you have a fan account?" Julie asked. I nodded.
"Yeah, follow me." I snatched her phone then followed myself. She struggled to get it back, but I gave it to her after I took a few selfies.
"@MattsM0ans is now following you!" I got a notification.
"Nice @ name." I chuckled.
"I thought it was so smart but now I want to change it, but I'm lazy."
I looked down on my phone then tweeted about going to Shawn's concert once again.
"SO READY TO SEE @SHAWNMENDES LIVE IN CONCERT " I typed with a few heart eye emojis.
"You're seeing him in concert?" She said out loud.
"Did you see my tweet?"
"Yeah.
"I got VIP and I hope he remembers me."
"VIP?"
"Yup!" I smiled with blushed cheeks.
I opened Twitter.
It felt like slow motion.
"New tweet from Shawn Mendes" I clicked on the notification.
"From @shawnmendes : @wizardboyshawn haha see you there!!"
"What a nice username!" I thought.
Wait.
My heart didn't just skip a beat, it skipped about 10.
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I couldn't see my notifications & I definitely could not breath.
Tears started streaming down my face.
I didn't know how else to react.
"What's wrong?!" Julie panicked.
All I did was show her the tweet on my phone and she understood.
"Congrats." She gave me a reassuring smile.
I started tweeting random numbers and letters because I couldn't keep myself from shaking.
I opened Shawn's profile.
"Follows you" My heart fluttered.
My notifications were full of 'Congrats' and 'Lucky's.
But that wasn't it.
I got a few dms.
"Congrats!"
"Can you please DM me to him?"
"Hey!! Dani? Is that short for Danielle? That's a cute name haha."
I expanded the last one.
Here came more tears.
Thanks, Shawn.
I tried to reply as calmly as possible.
"It is haha thanks, love you lots & miss you xx" I sent back.
"HE DMED ME." I practically sobbed.
"Wtf, Dani, you got a 3/5 already. That's goals." Julie hugged me.
I refreshed my Dms over and over.
After sitting there, doing nothing but refreshing, I assumed he wasn't going to respond. Julie and I decided we could go swim in her pool outside, so she let me borrow a bikini. I tied my hair into a bun.
"Let's play a game called 'let's cry over Shawn Mendes!'" I said just before I jumped in.
I swam back up to the surface for air.
"That game sounds like me, but with Matt." She shrugged her shoulders, and took the stairs In the pool.
"Lame-O" I mocked.
"Love you too, girly." She smiled, as I splashed her.
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"Have we met? "
"Sorry that sounded rude but I love u too :)"
"Are you ignoring me:/?"
"I'm really sorry "
"I'm excited to see you in Toronto! I haven been home since before magcon."
"Please respond"
I scrolled through my notifications.
They were all from Shawn.
"Luv my fans" I tweeted, without a screenshot of anything because I was too lazy.
"I'm here & no I don't hate you why would I hate you?" I replied with a laughing and a heart emoji.
"LOOK HOW MUCH HE SPAMMED ME." I told Julie.
"He probably remembers you."
"Nah."
I opened Twitter.
"That's good ;)" Shawn had replied.
'Normally people may get one or two Dms at a time wtf is happening I'm dying' I texted my group chat.
"What?" They all asked.
I opened my camera roll and sent a picture of all my dms from shawn.
"ORJEKQ GOALS" Lana text-shouted.
"Send me a selfie babe." Shawn dmed.
"Oh." I thought.
"Why?" I asked.
I looked up at Julie.
"He asked me for a selfie." I shook.
"Then he'll remember you." She said.
"But what if he didn't recognize me." I replied.
"I don't know."
"Eh better not." I thought.
"Because I want to see how beautiful you are." Shawn dmed.
"Fuckboy as fuck." I laughed.
"That's Shawn Mendes , don't mess with him." Julie said in a stern voice.
I decided I didn't want to respond, because I didn't know what to say.
"Wow, I'm cool." I thought.
"Shawn fucking Mendes is spamming my dms ." I said out loud.
"If you date Shawn, can you introduce me to Matt." She smirked, followed by laugher.
"Maybe." I winked.
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I KNOW THIS GOES BY REALLY FAST, BUT SHAWN BABY OMF
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Little Big Boy
Fanfiction"Going through years and years of constant bullying and abuse, deep down I know something's wrong and now it's to late to say that... I love him."