takes place in Ep.215, specifically the VaV SMP part :)
Balance gets VaV Bell'd lmao.also, yes the title is inspired by HLVRAI. this is based off of Dr.Coomer's line of "I can feel my body torn apart, atom by atom." & in Flower's stream that has TScott sayin' that if Balance n' Codey stayed, he would've tried The Bell™
yeah this is rlly short but ah couldn't get this out of my head so it's a oneshot now. sorry for any misspellings & stuff like so, this was made in one sitting.
CW: description of pain(just in case)
He feels like he's zoning out. There's so many voices overlapping eachother and their voices feel so harsh against his ears, especially the Robot's. He wants to cover them but he can't or else he won't hear Codey and he's his only way out and it's all so much he wants it to be less, he. So much.
And yet he could still the sharp grass beneath his feet, and he wants it to not be.
"Codey— Codey what do I do?"
Everything feels so weird and he could feel everything he has ever known rotting. The Players' words are confusing and so much like Sabre he wonders if they are just as insane.
The Cloak is floating above next to him. Even without a face he could feel his gaze on him and somehow, it feels concerned. He looked like he was about to fly off before a voice called out, "Wait!"
"What?" Balance managed out. It came from the Player with goggles. He never got his name, nor did the robot's. And he doesn't really want to know. He wants to leave.
"I'm gonna— try something. Stand there." That sounds really suspicious, but a glance towards the now standing Codey next to him stopped any want to run off. Breath in, breath out.
"Uh, sure?" The grin on the goggled Player's face doesn't ease any of his worries. The strange being backed up and stopped moving for a moment, looking down.
Something was placed and a loud, piercing "Ding!" rang out.
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He couldn't breathe, he couldn't move. He felt pieces of himself melt and tear and break and it hurt it hurts and he wants to scream so loudly but no sound came out of his mouth, does he even have one anymore?Nothing dug into him, nothing stabbed him and yet it hurt so much more and he wants it to stop and stop it hurts so much make it stop please please. He feels bits of himself tear away from his very being and he can't.
It all happened in one moment.
As suddenly as it came, it stopped.
He thinks he fell over. His mind feels foggy and he doesn't know if he still had his teeth. His body feels fine but it wasn't and he thinks he feels pins & needles and he wants Bally there with him so he'll have some sort of comfort he. It hurt, it hurt so much more then when VoidBalance used his energy on him. What, what happened? Did he die again?
"You."
Codey? It sounded like him, yet his tone felt so different. He sounded, mad? Angry? His head feels so fuzzy. Was that a scream? Someone landed next to him, was there?
"... Let's go, Balance."
He feels something fabric pick him up, and the ground disappearing.
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