The next day, reality hit them hard and although they had managed to put all their worries aside a little the day before, it was now more present than ever before.
Hello, this is JYPE.
We would like to inform you about the activities of 3Racha. Currently, we have contacted everyone who related to the schedules that 3Racha were already promised to participate in, and we have been trying to find and coordinate ways to cancel the activity so that it does not cause so much damage to the organization. It took some time in this process, so the announcement of 3Racha's absence for future measures was delayed.
3Racha as celebrities, will stop all activities and take a break for an indefinite period. We sincerely regret our thoughtless appearance in public and will need some time to evaluate the situation and see how things can continue with us as a team in the future. We apologize to those who have been hurt by our actions and will try our best to make up for the caused damage.
We sincerely apologize for causing you so much trouble.
They had known that the announcement would come sooner or later and yet it felt like a punch in the stomach.
Jisung sat on the sofa, in his trembling hands his phone and he went through the responds under the post.
Tears rolled down his face and he just felt empty and desperate.
He knew it would have been better for him if he would just put the phone aside, but he just couldn't.
Chan sat next to him and stared into the void.
He was very aware that the whole situation was his fault and that there was a possibility that he had destroyed their careers. And he wasn't sure if Jisung and Changbin would ever be able forgive him if it would end that way.
Even though Jisung had said that they could just move to Australia together, he wasn't sure if they would get through it.
Changbin had withdrawn after they had read the message and had locked himself in his room.
He didn't want to see anyone and didn't want to hear anything.
The part of himself that blamed Chan grew and the feelings in him collided so strongly that it drove him crazy.
He loved Chan so much and yet thoughts that he was responsible for all the damage and all the pain appeared again and he felt like it was tearing him apart.
He had pressed his head into his pillow so that the others wouldn't hear his sobs, because he didn't want to talk, didn't want encouragement.
Jisung, on the other hand, urgently needed encouragement and after he had finally put his phone aside, he stretched out his trembling hands to Chan. "Channie..." he whispered.
And although Chan was deep in a downward spiral, he reacted almost immediately.
He pulled Jisung on his lap and wrapped his arms around the younger one.
"I'm so sorry baby! I am so infinitely sorry," he whispered and Jisung could hear the pain in his voice all too clearly. "You are my life... I can't lose you..."
"You won't!" Jisung replied, even if he wasn't really sure. He was incredibly worried that Changbin would leave them and didn't have the slightest idea how he could prevent it.
"I love you both so much," Chan whispered. Meanwhile, tears ran down his cheeks. He felt so helpless and so insanely guilty and couldn't change anything about it.
"We love you too, baby," Jisung said quietly and cuddled up to the older one.
You push it in and you cut me down
And you cut me down
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