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Over the next few days I stay hidden in the guys dorm not even going to work. But after almost a week of not working I know I have to go back or I'll lose my job. Waking up to the alarm that usually goes off every morning I reluctantly move out of Youngtaek's grip and sit up rubbing my eyes tiredly. Youngtaek slowly sits up in bed and I give him a little smile. "I'm going back to work today." He frowns slightly at me looking worried. "Are you sure that's a good idea?" I give him a reassuring look. "I have to go back Youngtaek or I'll get fired. I'm sure I'll be fine." He still looks worried but nods and I get up stretching before waiting for my turn in the bathroom where I get dressed and brush my teeth and everything. Once I'm ready and we eat breakfast we head out Youngtaek insisting on walking me to the styling room where I give him a little peck on the lips before I head over to Rudy. He greets me with a smile and I smile back we focusing on work for the day when I suddenly see the one person I've dread seeing enter the room I paling a little when I see Dongyul. I swallow as he approaches me an angry look on his face. "Come with me." I grimace but start following him reluctantly until we reach a corner he looking at me angrily. "You should have listened to me and been a good boy. Now you're going to pay." I make a face feeling scared. "W.... What are you going to do?" He just smirks and pulls out a gun I immediately freezing in fear. "Now now I'm not going to use it on you. You're going to use it on your boy toy. Take this gun and shoot him straight in the chest when he's not expecting it." I tense up as the order hits me I shakily taking the gun from him and he hands me a satchel to hide it in. "Don't tell ANYONE about what I made you do even if they order you to." I flinch but blurt out an obedient. "Okay." He smiles and pets my head. "Good boy." I grimace and he tells me to go I turning and head back to the styling room Rudy looking at me worriedly. "Hey are you okay? I heard Dongyul took you aside." I give him a weak smile. "I'm fine he didn't do anything." Rudy looks a little relieved. "That's good." Suddenly Youngtaek skips into the room smiling I getting a sick feeling in my stomach as he approaches me. "Hey you wanna go on a date?" I give a small smile. "I'd love to." He grins and I quickly clean up my section before I head over to Youngtaek and we head outside going to the park where we walk hand in hand. He then lets go of my hand and runs up slightly ahead to see some squirrels I swallowing and pull out the gun his back to me. I bite my lip and try as hard as I can to fight the order as tears stream down my face I starting to feel sick. My hands soon start to shake I taking a shaky breath when my head starts to spin. Suddenly Youngtaek turns around only to freeze when he sees the gun my head starting to bust when I suddenly take a gasp of air and use every fiber of my being to throw the gun aside I collapsing to the ground onto my knees broken sobs leaving me. Youngtaek rushes over to my side as I break down I just saying the words "I'm sorry" over and over again. He gently pulls me into his arms and holds me I clinging to him desperately as I sob I unable to calm down for a while. Once I slowly start to calm down with a shaky breath I sniffle and say brokenly. "I'm so sorry. Dongyul h... he made me. He wanted me to kill you. But I fought it. I fought as hard as I could." He hugs me a little tighter saying softly. "It's okay. It's not your fault. And I'm so proud of you for fighting it." I sniffle and mumble pitifully. "Can we go to my place?" He nods reassuringly and instead of letting me up he scoops me up into his arms and starts carrying me I blushing a little. Once we reach my apartment he sets me down and we head inside I leading him up to my room where we change I giving Youngtaek some of Gabe's clothes that don't have wing holes since they're the same size then we lay down I clinging to him as I immediately fall asleep feeling drained and exhausted.

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