The Lucky One

death by a thousand cuts

TW: ED, PURGING, SH

(the image above is kat)

˚₊‧꒰ა Kats POV ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

I woke up to my alarm blaring, signaling it was time to wake up for school. It's the last week of school, thank god
I get up and go to the bathroom to do my daily routine: go to the bathroom, undress, weigh myself, get dressed, etc etc

I've dropped from 120 to 110.2 lbs 

it's not enough though.

I do my makeup and finish getting ready, making sure to take more time so I can avoid breakfast 

I walk down the stairs and grab my shoes when mom stops me

"hey sweetie, good morning, do you want some breakfast?"

"no, I have to go before I'm late, I'll grab something at school though"

"are you sure?"

"yeah they have bagels for breakfast today!" I say and give a smile, a fake one but still a smile

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During my lunch I went into the art room to draw, avoiding any temptations for food
I sat there by myself for about 10 minutes before someone walked through the door

"Hey"

I turn around and see Angel

"h-hey" I say, tripping over my words

"so, was this a one-time hookup or.." she says with a smirk on her face

"i'm- not sure," I said, looking back down at the piece of paper in front of me

Angel walks over to the table next to me and sits down. I can feel her eyes staring at me as I continue to look at my paper

"Kat"

I look at her before she continues

"I really like you, so I brought something for you"

she pulls out a little black bag and hands it to me, looking around the room first to make sure no one saw

I take it and stick it in my jacket pocket, "what is it?"

"mushrooms" she whispered with a smile

I've never done mushrooms before. honestly, I've never done any drugs until I met them

We talk for a little bit more, it's awkward but that nice kind of awkward, no evil spirit lingers when I talk to them

I think I really like them

(time jump)

School is over and I'm waiting for Mom to pick me up
I see her drivers black SUV pull into the parking lot and walk over to where they are parking 

"hi my sweet girl," my mom says as I get into the car

"hi"

"how was your day?"

"boring, like always"

Mom is currently in the 'fixing my relationship with my daughter' phase and I am not here for it. She just seems to be all fake nice to me and I'm so tired of it, I guess it's better than when she was mean.

she tries to make some small talk but when she realizes I'm not going to really reply she gives up, turning the music up

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We get home after about 24 minutes and I immediately go up to my room and take out the mushrooms Angel gave me

take them