Love behind the soul

#4 Life is like a math's chapter

Both of us faced a lot of challenges while trying to settle into our lives. We attempted several exams but couldn't secure good marks, and we applied to numerous companies but weren't selected. 

I wanted to study abroad for higher education, but my family didn't support the idea. We spent a year searching for a good multinational company, and sometimes we couldn't meet. My parents didn't allow me to go anywhere, and there were moments when I'd call and cry because I missed him so much. 

We eventually decided to join an institute to prepare for government exams. It took us a long time to crack just one exam, and only we know our struggles in this journey. 

Sometimes my parents would check my phone while I was sleeping and question who I was chatting with and what I was doing on my phone. It felt like torture, and they even monitored my screen time. We felt very upset about our lack of proper communication and felt like we didn't have any other way to resolve these issues. 

Every time we faced failures, we got selected to one company. In the first month, we worked together, but then we were shifted to two different teams despite our request to stay together. Our teammates didn't listen, and now we have different shifts.

 I used to have the morning shift while he had the night shift. We don't have enough time to eat properly, and I've lost 5 kgs. We have no time for proper sleep, and our parents advised us not to do such jobs. Although we have a nice package, our minds aren't at peace. 

It feels like all jobs are like this. We're struggling to survive. At last, our 6 months contract is over for that company we thought of concentrate only in Gov exams again in my home till this age it is very great that my parents didn't do marriage for me only because of my studies are good they stood up with my words we don't have too much time my parents again started forcing to marry x, y, z persons. One day, my parents became suspicious of me and consulted an astrologer about my horoscope. The astrologer revealed that I was in love with someone, which shocked me because I don't believe in horoscopes.

I don't have any solutions or alternative formulas in my life. I don't want my parents to know what they have found about me. I thought that they must know only when I told them about my feelings. Unfortunately, they got some hints of my love. Life is like a math problem where I forgot the solution to resolve the problem.