Will you be my Friend

Chapter 36

Author pov
April,2003

And that’s how one more semester of Phuwin has been completed....and it’s finally time to go back to Thailand...he doesn’t want to live in London anymore....after that night Joong found out the truth and they argued he never talks to Joong nor Joong tried to talk to him.....so that's why he doesn’t go to Joong's room and never emails Dunk....after that night the atmosphere between Joong and Phuwin have been changed....Joong now admitted that he loves Phuwin and it was always Phuwin he loved but somehow in his heart he didn’t accept what Phuwin and Dunk did to him....he doesn’t know how to talk to Phuwin.....he just always stares at Phuwin from far....that much far that Phuwin never learned about it and for Phuwin.....as Joong knows all the truth he really doesn’t know how to face him....he wanted to apologized to Joong but he couldn’t....and now he just knows that he has to apologize to Joong for everything and tell him that Dunk truly loves him and then go back to Thailand....so basically in these four or five month Joong and Phuwin avoided each others as much as they could

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In Thailand
Dunk pov

It’s been a long time since I had talked to Phu....even Joong doesn’t reply to my messages.....Phu didn’t even wish me on the new year....after Perth came back from London he told me that everything was okay there...then why didn’t Phu reply to my messages yet.....did he tell the truth to Joong already or something....did they fight?.....I really don’t know what to do....dad was telling me that day....Phu's last semester is done....maybe he'll come back to Thailand in one or two months

"Hey" Pond called me and sat on a chair

Right now Pond and I are in a restaurant....it's a casual dinner nothing else....I was feeling bored at home so I called Pond and Perth for dinner but Perth couldn’t come.....he's been busy with his dad's company lately....so yeah, at last Pond and I came....I was a little early and aii Pond just came

"I'm late or you’re early?" Pond ask while looking at me with a confused face

"Of course you're late..." I said with a sassy tone to tease him

"Ohho....sorry na jaaa" he said with puppy eyes

He knows that he's not late but still he apologized to me....everyone thinks that I don’t know anything....I mean we're friends from secondary school....we know each other better than anyone.....I know that Pond always flirts with me....actually he flirts with everyone around him but I also know that he has a special space in his heart for me....I was always thinking that one day he might confess to me but he never did so I also didn’t mention those things....maybe I was wrong....It's just that he treats me well more than the other two that does not mean he has something for me....it might be because I'm the most sensitive between four of us

"Dung...aii Dung" Pond shook my arm and my thought broke

"Uh...huh alaina?" I asked as I didn’t hear what he said

"Are you okay?" he asked with a worried tone

"Uhh yeah....thamai?" I asked

"No...I was asking when will Phu come back...did he inform you?" he asked

"Mai...maybe he'll come back in two months" I replied

"Aww....that's great" he said with an excited tone

"Pond..." I called and he looked at me

"Why did you tell that day....that Joong never loved me....he loved that person he talked in email?" I asked as still I didn’t figure out what he meant that day

"Dunk....it’s been a long time....just forget about that already!" Pond said and suddenly ignored his gaze from me

"You're trying to hide something from me Pond?" I asked as he was looking so suspicious

"Mai...aii Dunk let's order something....we're just sitting here for a long time" said that Pond took the menu from the table and started to searching

"How did you know that Joong loved the person he talked in email....did he ever mention that in front of you?" I again asked and Pond put the menu on the table but still didn’t look at me

"Dunk....I was drunk that day! Please don’t take that seriously" he said...such a bad liar!!

"Drunk!! Really?" I asked with chuckled

"Come on....I'm hungry Dunk" he said and called the waiter then order for two of us

After a while the food has been served and we ate quietly.....I didn’t ask him anything nor he said anything....and after our dinner complete he dropped me in front of my house then left....I know that he knows something that I don’t!

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In London
Joong pov

I woke up in the morning complete my morning routine then went downstairs to eat breakfast as today is a day off....as I went downstairs I saw Phuwin was sitting on the dinning table with dads....I went towards the table grabbed a chair opposite Phuwin and sat....I don’t know why but after I learned about my feelings towards him I can't contact my eyes with him....but if I tried sometimes he always ignored...that hurt me....that night I found out the truth he told to Perth that he loved the person he talked in email....it’s mean it wasn’t just me who loved him...he also loved me but my unfortunate that before I could get him I already lost him....he told to Perth that he can't love the person who can't recognise him after 15 year's of talking and also he think that the person he loved might not exist in this world....it was just his imagination

"Phuwin....lun" dad Tay called him

"Khrub" Phuwin replied

"Uhh...actually I wanted to say....I mean we thought you want to settle in London....but Earth informed that you want to go back to Thailand?" Dad asked  and suddenly my heart started beating fast....does he really going back?

"Khrub uncle....actually my Master’s exam is already complete so I was thinking back to Thailand.....I don’t think I'll able to stay here without them anymore" Phuwin said and without realization a little amount of tears come out from corner of my eyes....I Couldn't even talked to him properly.....how can be time so mean

"Is that any problem here lun or you really planned to go back after Master’s degree?" dad New asked

"Mai khrub...no problem I already planned that" he said with a smile....how can be he like this huh....he didn’t think about me at once....don’t I really worthy of him....does he really hate me that much that he wants to go back to Thailand.....while their conversation I couldn’t take it anymore so I got up from chair and went to my room

"Alai....Joong....you didn’t finish lun...!" dad new called from behind but I unheard that and shut the door

Phuwin pov

When I was talking to uncle TayNew I could feel that Joong was looking at me with a disbelief face but I didn’t look at him....I know he's still mad at me and Dunk but what can I do....I'm also helpless....now all I can do is keep apologizing to Joong untill he forgive me.....nobody of us thought that things would turned into this situation....and without Dunk I can't explain everything to Joong.....that night Joong found out the truth.....we argued but I couldn’t explain to him why we lied to him....I really want to solve this matter before going back to Thailand