𝑊𝑖𝑙𝑙 𝑌𝑜𝑢 𝐵𝑒 𝑀𝑦 𝐹𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑛𝑑

Chapter 50

Joong pov

As I saw Phuwin got up from the chair and went to his room without even looking at me my heart ached....I really don’t know how to win his heart....I went towards his room but as it was locked I didn’t dare to knock.....so I waited in the living room...and a while later I saw he came out from his room and went to the terrace with a book....I quickly got up and went to my room and took a chocolate and went to the terrace

When we were coming to Thailand....I went to Phuwin's room to check if he dropped something there or something....as I entered the room I saw a box dropped on the table so I took it but I couldn’t back it to him so I took one chocolate from there and went towards him and sat beside him

I know he doesn’t like to eat chocolate that much.....still I was trying to talk to him but he just said he doesn’t eat chocolate and again started to read....seeing him like that my heart ached a lot...he was looking so sad and pale...It felt like he cried again....I really wanted to hug him that time but I couldn’t.....I looked at him for a while and called him

"Phuwin!" I called and without looking at me he just nodded

"Can I have an another chance?" I asked and my voice turned heavy....hearing me he looked at me but didn’t say anything and again looked at the book

"Phu....!" I went in front of him and sat on my knees

"Ai Joong...please get up!" he instantly said and tried to get up as he saw me bent down in front of him but I held his hands and he had to stop

"Don't do this Joong!" he said with a serious but soft tone

"I don't want to lose you anymore.....please give me a......!" I couldn’t finish suddenly Phuwin got up and tried to ran but I grabbed his wrist and pulled towards me and held by his waist

"Aii Joong.....!" he said and tried to release himself

"You can't ran away from me like this!" I said and held his ceek by my hand

"Joong....leave me" he said with a soft tone

"Mai....you’ll run again!" I said

"I won't....release me please!!" he said and looking him uncomfortable I released him

"Joong......I think It's better for us to be friends!" Phuwin said with a calm tone

"Thamai Phu....do you hate me this much?" I asked while holding his arm

"Paw....I don’t hate you!" he again said with a calm tone

"Then why can't I have a chance?" I asked and couldn’t help but started to crying

"I don’t know....but I can't be with you Joong!" he said and while saying he also started to cry

"We both love each other Phu....then where is the problem?" I asked

He didn’t say a word and was about to leave again and I grabbed his hand from behind...pulled him towards me and held him against the wall

"JOONG.....!" he raised his voice

"You can't leave without answering me!" I said and held him more tightly

"Chai...you want answer......then listen I DON’T LOVE YOU ANYMORE OKAY....HAPPY NOW LEAVE ME!" he said furiously and tried to release himself

"Why are you doing this to me Phu.....I know you also love me....just slapp me yelled at me but at least don’t say like that!" I quickly hugged him and said while crying and he stopped from moving for a while

I broke the hug and saw he was also crying....without thinking anything I pressed my lips on him and started to kissed him.....I felt his mouth was so hot and more fluffy as he was crying.....as I started to kissed him he didn’t move nor  tried to pushed me....while sucking his lips I bit down his lower lip slowly and in pain he opened his mouth a little but I took the chance and entered my tounge in his mouth and started to searching for his little tounge....I sucked his whole mouth....his mouth was so sweet and so soft....after kissing his mouth I started to kiss his chin and suddenly he pushed me and I moved away

"Can you please stop!....please" Phu asked with a soft tone

"But I love you Phu!" I said while crying again and after the kiss I don’t know why but It's really felt like he loves me

"I stayed here for you!" I said while holding his hand gently

"Then go back to London!" he said with a sharp tone

"Mai....I won't go anywhere until you accept it that you also love me...!" I said with a serious tone while crying

"Then do whatever you want....but please stop bothering me!" he said with an annoyed tone and ran from there

"Phu.....PHU.....PHUWIN....!" I shouted and cried.....calling him from behind but he didn't look behind nor stopped

Phuwin pov

I ran to my room and locked the door and cried loudly......the moment he said we love eachother I really couldn’t say anything.....yes I love him....I freaking love him.....but It’s always ached whenever Joong said to me that he loves me....in those 15 years I loved him madly....always waited for him....always kept dreaming about just him.....but now it feels like I shouldn't have texted him back.....I shouldn’t talked to him as Dunk...I shouldn’t fell for him while talking to him....I shouldn’t love Joong

If I never love him....things never turned into like this....I couldn’t hurt Perth....actually it happened by mistake...since the day he started to flirt with Dunk, I started to move on from Joong....It's true that I never can get over from him but sometimes some relationships are better off not being made....it can be worst if it made once

I love him and I'll always love him....I'll love him till my last breath....though being friends with that person we love is difficult but I think being just friends with him would be the best decision....and also he would go back to London in a few days.....and after that everything will be okay

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"Huii Phu....are you even here?" Dunk asked me as I got zone out and didn’t here what he said

"Can I ask you something ai Phu?" Pond placed his coffee on the table and asked me

We’re sitting at a cafe where we usually meet....yesterday after conversation with Joong I went to my room and while crying I fell asleep and today in the morning Dunk told me to come to the cafe with him and Pond as they also wanted to tell me something....actually I could guess that what they want tell me but still I would let them tell instead.....so I came and also I was feeling so down at home

"Alai!" I replied as Pond asked me

"You still love Joong then why don’t you want to give him a chance....he stayed here just for you!" he said with a convincing tone

"Ai Pond....if he doesn’t want to talk about it don't force him na!" Dunk said to Pond

"Just say what did you want to say" I said tried to ignore the topic because even I didn’t know how to answer

"Uhh....actually Pond and I are dating each other!" Dunk said and looking at me with a bright smile and I didn’t surprise because I knew it

"Congratulations!" I said without any expression just to teased them

"Auu...you didn’t even surprised!" Dunk said with a sulky face

"Ai Phu why are you teasing my fean huh?" Pond asked with his eye brow up

"Ohhoo...now he's your fean huh! till yesterday he was only mine understand!" I said with a sarcastic tone

"Yeah...I took him from you....!" Pond said with a confidence

"But he still loves me more than you got it?" I again said with a sarcastic tone

"Mai......!" Pond was about to say something

"HUIIII.....SHUT UP GUYS!" Dunk shouted

"Just cut me in two pieces aiii shaaat!" Dunk said with sassy tone and three of us strated to laugh

When I stay with them time always flies!