My Obsession

12-Vania

Last night was full blast of emotions fun, happy, lovable and sad all was there. I passed out on couch while Vihaan went to bathroom. I didn't realise when he came out or when I start panicking. I remember when he called out "Vani, wake up. Baby, open your eyes." My nightmares are so powerful they always manage take shit out me. But there's a thing about Vihaan he always manage to console me or give some sort of relief, protection and comfort which crave for my entire life.

Vihaan and I sleep on bed while he wrapped a possessive arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. I want to stop him because of my trauma but he's touch feel so good that after sometime I realised when fall asleep in his arms.

I wake up and opened my eyes and saw Vihaan still wrapping his arm around my waist like if he remove his hand I'll disappear. I turned my face to see his. His looking like king of dark world. I smile at his sight. I kissed him on his forehead, both cheeks, nose and mole below his lips. I don't him on his lips there's time for it. I removed his hand from my waist and got up from the bed.

I went to bathroom and took shower. I wore my basic blue jeans, crop top and oversized shirt with all button opened.

I go to kitchen and start making breakfast. I made whole indian breakfast 'Instant sooji idli' and 'poha'.
I put breakfast on dinning table with cup of bournvita and also put some 'khakhra', bread butter and cookies just in case he doesn't like my idli and poha.

I don't have courage to face him not right now. What happened last night was so embarassing moment and as well as sad and painful. I just leave note for Vihaan. I leave for office. It's 8 in the morning.

I reached office by 8:30 a.m. and new design and work on it. I made bridal lehenga with royal background. It's pastel in colour and work on details. I continue work for hour by the my colleague start coming.

"Hey, you're early. Is everything ok?" Asked kavya.

"Yeah." I lied.

"Okay, let's catch up at lunch, what say?" She asked.

"Yeah sure. I need to tell you something." I said. Kavya will kill me if I don't let her know about last night date with vihaan and trauma hit me again.

"Great then" kavya said and leave.

I get back to my design and start working over it. After sometime a delivery boy come to my desk"Ma'am this for you" a delivery boy handed me my favourite flowers Lily and greeting card. He leave after giving me flowers and card. I open the card 'have nice day Sweetheart' is written in card. Who the send me this. Suddenly a message popped up in my phone. It was from unknown number. I instantly open I read the message.

'Hi!! It's me Vihaan. Good morning. You like my flower? You really hurt me today with your note we need to discuss it. We need to talk about it. I'll you tonight, blossom.' vihaan reply

'how did you get my number?' I replied.

'Don't you know me? Who I'm?😏' he replied. Oh God this man is so arrogant.

'you are fucking arrogant and I don't wanna discuss about last night in fact think we shouldn't meet this often.' I said.

'baby, you live in delulu too much. I guess your books is affecting you.' He replied. Oh God, he pissed me off.

I didn't reply him. I get back to work and work till 12:30 of noon. I need to eat something. I go to kavya's desk.

"Hey!! Baby, let's go for lunch. I'm really hungry." I said while petting my stomach.

"Yeah bitch, I'm hungry too." She replied.

After sometime we went to desi restaurant because we want to eat something gujarati. We settled on corner table the restaurant is half full not too rush because it's week day.

"Kavya, I want to say you something" I said with heavy heart while she humm in response.

Explain entire story from the beginning when passed out in O9 and vihaan took me to his place to our last night date and nightmare in front him.

"You're a fucking idiot. Are you fucking kidding me? How dare you to kept things out my knowledge? Why are you saying me now? Go ahead with yourself." She said very angrily.

"Sorry kavu. I don't want to hide but.... I'm sorry in future I'll not repeat this mistake. But tell me what to do now." I insist.

"Fine. I guess you should go on more dates with him. According to what you say He's not a gentleman at all but have soft corner in his heart. He's caring towards you. I guess he fell for you when he you at O9 because na men like Vihaan never took unknown gurl to his place. I'm sure about it. I think you should give him try I mean your relationship will work. In fact I've hashtag too. #haania nice na?"

"Oh kavu behen bas haan bas. Baku tu bahu vichaare che. I mean you've taken it too far like hashtag n all its too much." I said while I stop her fantasy about us.

"Baku tu Mane roki nahi sake ae Vara ma. I love to see you guys together. You look good together. I'm sure about that. Perfect match." She said and continuing her fantasy I can't do anything about that because we books girlie. So fantasizing things is in our blood, veins and in our fucking soul.

We complete our meal with books talk and Lil chit chat about life, my life. What's going on after our jobs. This time kavya pay the bill because last I paid I insist for paying this time too but she's as stubborn as me.

After 40 mins we reached office because of Mumbai's traffic not our fault. We get back to our work. I submitted my work of 2 weeks together. Miss Banerjee was shocked when she comes to that I completed to weeks target in once. I went to basement to take my car. I shocked when I saw person leaning over my car. Why the hell is he here? I don't wanna face him.

"Hey, blossom. How's your day? Hmm? I missed you alot." He said while moving in my direction.