My Obsession

33-Vihaan

I confess my feelings to her and I also witnessed the impact of my saying her 'I love her' and liked it too much. Now, I just wanted to here her answer.

I panicked when I didn't found her in my office. I saw everything had put back to its place. I the photo of Vania's parents was placed on top the files. I took the photo in my hands and under the photo there was the file of her parents. I got the hint that Vania must have read that file and that's why she was not there ein my office. I asked Vania's bodyguard Mr. Arora that where is she and he told me that she came to my home. I felt relif and confused both, relif because she was at my, she was safe and confused because why she came to my home. Then when I was her reading the file about her information I got more panicked because somewhere I know what will be her reaction.

"I don't know what to say, right now but I'm glad to hear that you love but..." Vania's voice pulled me out of my thoughts. She took a deep breath and again said "I....I just need a time, Vihaan."

"Fine, take as much time as you need" I answer immediately and the next moment she hugged me and so do I. She pulled out of the hug.

"Vihaan, why did you destroyed my parents and why do you have each and every information about me?" She asked me while I took a deep breath. I think I should tell her everything now because it'll not a good idea to hide things from her.

"Because they hurt you, blossom." I said and she just look at me. "Okay, I'll tell you everything from the starting."
I said

"You know when I saw you in O9 in casual wear but as beautiful as princess and you were drinking like your life depends on it. I must say you're hard drinker anyways, let's not talk about it. I felt something inside me for first time in my life. Something felt so good. That was love but I didn't realise it at that time but soon it get that I'm love with you. I love you very much. The day when I become partner of Rohan in Chopras at that day he handed me two files one was about shares and partnership and another one was about you. In that file there basic information about you like what you do in free time, your favourite dish, colour, food, game, actor, etc etc. the last line in that file was about your ex but there was not written name of your ex. It grows my curiosity about to know you, about to know things about you. I told my man to gather all information about you but they won't be able to find anything related to your parents and ex that's why I have to asked that to kavya." I said and placed my hand on her cheeks. Her cheeks are as soft as new born chubby baby. She's like sweet little baby.

"But why did you destroyed my parents?" She asked

"I'll destroy each and every fucking person who made you cry and hurt you. I won't spare them, blossom." I said and she didn't say anything lowered her eyes then I asked "didn't your parents ever hurt you? Did they ever considered you as there daughter? Did they ever gave you love of parents? Didn't Aarush hurt you? Didn't you get depressed because of them?" I said and tears gathered in her eyes but she somehow managed and didn't cry. My strong girl.

"I'll will not say anything about Aarush Sharma but my parents. Whatever they did to me was wrong but I never want to punish them for it because I actually consider them as my parents. I've genuine request please don't hurt them and please return their company back to them." She said with chocked voice as she was fighting hard not to cry. Now, I can't do anything to her parents if I want it then also I'll won't be able to hurt them because Vania is insisting.

I took deep breath and said "fine and what about Aarush?"

"You can do whatever you want to do with him." She said and thanks to God that she didn't ask to spare him too. I changed the topic "By the way, why did you came here after reading your file?" I asked because I'm not getting why she came here and how she knows that this files about her in here only.

"Because I'm as dumb as you think. Actually when when read file about my parents in that file there were constantly 'Vania's parents' were mentioned and I got the hint that there should must be file about me too. I looked around in your but it seems like that will not be there in your office. Then there was only one place had left which was your house where you could have put the file about me." She said and I'm shocked as fuck I oh my God, she's so clever. I thought she don't know about all this things but she's so sharp. But still she's innocent too.

"Okay, my clever girl." I said and kissed on her cheeks.

"By the way, why Mr. Rohan had given you file about me?" She asked but I can't hear truth nor I can lie to her. Actually Rohan had given me information about my Vania because once I had helped him to find huge thing about Kavya that's why he returned the favour.

"That's best friend's thing. Sorry, I can't tell you." I said and hide the topic.

"How you got that shot, vihaan?" She asked and I'm scared to tell her truth but I've to now. I can't hide it from her anymore.

"What I'm going to say you might not like it. Are you sure you wanna hear it?" I asked her because what if she won't like it and leave me? No, that's not possible.

"Yeah, I'm sure. I wanna hear it." She said with some sort of confidence.

"Okay, then listen." I took a deep and start telling her truth "I'm a Mafia king. I'm involved in underworld and illegal work. I got that shot when I was on mission to save kidnapped young girl and children." I saw a shiver run down through out Vania's body and her eyes widened. I'm getting tensed by her reaction.

"Why did get involved in such dark world?" She asked and tear falls from her eyes. I swallow hard because I can't just she her in pain.

"Because of my mom" I said

"Because of your mom?" She asked but I don't want to answer it but I have to.

"I can't tell you that right now but I want to confess........no leave that topic." I said.

"You know na you can trust me." Said Vania while I cup her face with both of my hands.

"Blossom, I trust you don't think that I don't but this not a right time that's all." I said and kissed her forehead.

The truth is that my mom is alive. I know this very huge and huge thing to hide from my blossom and it's like that I don't trust her but this will shocked and I don't wanna give her any sort of tension.

Should I tell her? What will be her reaction? Hiding all this from blossom will be a good? This questions were rolling in my head in loop.