"Theo..." The brown-haired boy stares at me, looking confused, as he pulls me into a warm hug.
"Tay? What's up. You seemed... Weird." I sigh deeply, feeling my heart beat fast. I know I didnt do anything wrong; I did what he asked for, what he wanted me to do. But a part of me still feels bad; I could have told him long ago before we became something or around my birthday. This could go so terribly wrong.
"Taylor. Talk to me?"
"I need you to know the truth." He frowns a bit, not knowing what to say.
"About you and Matt? Because we have already talked about that. It is fine as long as you still dont like him or-"
"It's not about Mattheo. It's about me... It's about you." He stares at me before nodding slowly.
"Okay, well then tell me. It can't be too bad," Theo smiles faintly, and I feel like throwing up. I want to hide this forever, for it to never exist and just die together with summer. But it can't, not if I want Theo in my life, especially if we are ever becoming something more again. He needs to trust me; he can trust me.
"Taylor?" He grabs my hand, forcing me to wake up from my own thoughts.
"I am summer." The words slip into my mouth before I can comprehend what is happening, and I can't even look at him while I do. It's way too quiet, and I realise nothing good comes out of silence. He won't forgive me, or maybe he will, but it won't be easy. He is not happy; of course, he isn't happy. I look at him, his face like stone, looking shocked. No emotions, no anger, no happiness. Nothing.
"Theo-" I try, but instead, laughter comes out of him. Pure normal laughter, no cold, angry laughter. A happy, relieved one.
"Thank god," I stare at him, confusion feeling me up as I just stay numb.
"You're not... mad? Why are you laughing." He shakes his head, laughing even more, and I have no idea what is going on at this moment.
"Theo, will you explain? Right now, I am confused."
"Of course you are, Summer? Who else would be her? Who else would have that ambition, beautiful soul and humour? I have tried finding people at this school, Tay. The only one even close is you. Besides, you gave so many signs." I gave so many... What? I take a step back from him, trying to comprehend what is going on right now.
"How long have you known?" He shrugs, smiling a little.
"I mean forever? But also no. I didnt know for long, but when I thought about it, it just came to me. It had to be you, Taylor. I even tried getting it out of Dana by talking shit." He knew that Dana knew... He knew it all.
"I dont understand... Why didnt you tell me that you knew?" He smiles a little.
"I was hoping you trusted me enough to tell me. I mean, after what I did to you, I deserve it all. But you did tell me, and I am very grateful that you did, Taylor." He knew... He has known, oh my god, of course he has.
"So... You dont hate me?" He chuckles, shaking his head, and relief fills me up.
"No, Tay, I dont hate you. I have no right to hate you. You gave me the best summer ever; I got to know the best girl ever, inside and out. What is there to hate? You being a good friend and doing what I asked of you?" I suck in my lip, looking down, but he forces me to meet his gaze.
"You have nothing to feel bad about, Taylor Black. In no reality or universe was this shithole your fault. I am relieved it is you, and I am glad it is you. I am glad I fell for a girl, that I fell for her looks, who is so perfect. But also that way before that, I found interest in her personality, which is that of the most brilliant, amazing soul." I smile faintly, trying to look away to hide the red shades on my cheek. Holy fuck, I am so relieved.
"I should have told you before," he smiles again, holding my hands.
"Before what? Before I did you wrong? Or after that when you had no right to trust me. It is not your fault, Taylor. I get you. I get all of you." All of us, because we all lied to him.
"Holy fuck, I am relieved." I chuckle a little, taking a deep breath and staring at his beautiful face.
"Hey, so... I know we aren't, like, great? But Hogsmeade opened a new coffee-"
"Yes", I interrupted him before he could ask. Life is way too short to not forgive people you genuinely care about.
"Hey, you only said yes because of the coffee, didnt you?" I smirked. Who knows me too well, after all?
"No, maybe. But also because this boy asked me to go there with him. And I really like spending time with this boy."
"Oh, so I am a boy now?" He raises his brows; of course, no guy wants to be called a boy instead of a man.
"Who said I was speaking about you?" I begin walking away from him a bit.
"Oh, of course. You must have a lot of men around you." I smirk, knowing it is not the truth, but it's always nice to hear it.
"Of course."
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Gangbang ( real ones) ☠️🎀😝
Dana🎀
Guys she isn't answering me
Draco🩶
Not me either
Matt🤠
He wouldn't kill her
Would he
Dana🎀
Are you fucked in the head
Of course he wouldn't
I'm just scared she got hurt by his words
Draco🩶
You don't think he took it Great?
Dana🎀
I am not sure guys
Matt🤠
Well wtf let's find her
If she's upset on her own
I'll kill you!
Dana🎀
Aw look who's protective
Mr I smashed my balls into another girl while having the best
Matt🤠
Dana choose your next words wisely
Draco🩶
Stfu guys
Let's find Taylor
Before you both end up in a ditch
And I won't help you up
Dana🎀
Why y'all so rude today
Goddamn
I'm never coming here again
Taylor
Theo says hi
Dana🎀
Excuse me
Matt🤠
From what... heaven?
Draco🩶
I need a drink or ten
Dana🎀
Taylor? What happened
Taylor
The new coffee shop
Come
We'll explain
Matt🤠
Do they sell shots
I need some
________
I also need a few shots
Cant believe I forced myself on this app
(no ily so much)
Just so tired
YOU ARE READING
The number deal T.N
FanfictionSo much for summer love and saying us, but you were mine to lose? What happens when Theo Nott is looking for some summer fun and ends up texting the girl who's had a crush on him for ages? Another texting book by me
