Miss Me?

Chapter 5 - Do I like her?

KIND OF TW: SH and or sewer slide!!! And smuttt!!!
Corpses Pov:

"Byeeee" she said
"Byee" everyone chimed in
I know as soon as she left she passed out, she sounded so sleepy.
'Fuck' I thought to myself. I really like spending time with her. I decided it was probably time to leave considering everyone else is heading out, but what will I do? I can't ever fucken sleep. Maybe I'll watch a movie.
"Hey guys I'm gonna head out too, I said after Karl
"Awww I guess it is pretty late, we all should get some rest" Rae said
"Alright bye guys I'll talk to you tomorrow" I said
"You mean later, it's already tomorrow" Karl replied
"Yeah yeah I guess so"
"Byee" I said
"Byeeeee"

I sat there for a moment after leaving the call just thinking. I looked at nightmares discord... Hello kitty, cute. Her bio being "I'm not gay, but $20 is $20 especially for hot queens" Is she bisexual? I thought. But she does say she isn't gay... I'm confused. Maybe I should ask her.

'youre probably asleep but I wanted to ask what your sexuality is, I was just curious.' I typed out
Sent.

I groaned, stretching out which turned into coughing. I need to stop drinking it doesn't help, I told myself looking at the two empty beer bottles. Especially beer, I want to at least die from something good.

I got up looking down at my clothes, I've been in them for the last two days because I haven't had a reason to leave the house.

"I should probably shower"

I took off my clothes putting them in the hamper heading over to the bathroom. I ignored the mirror heading over to the shower and turned the hot water on. Waiting for it heat up my eyes wandered to the mirror. It's all shattered, I should throw it away. I had a moment yesterday. I started thinking of her, I left her, how could I leave her like that. She was struggling just as much as I was, and I made it worse by leaving. I wondered where she was today. So many "what ifs" went through my head. What if she committed? What if shesout on the streets? What if shes being hurt?... What if she forgot about me?

It was too much for me I went in the bathroom looking in the mirror, thinking about how much of a fucking disappointment I am. So much rage pent up I punched the mirror over and over again till the anger turned into sadness dropping to the floor curling up into a ball of tears.

I looked away checking the water, perfect. I hoped in feeling the warmth take over. Then I though of nightmare, she's so pretty and small, oh the things I'd- fuck stop it, you just met her. It's the alcohol talking I told myself, it's okay because I'm drunk I'll forget about it. But damn is she fucking beautiful, the way she looked at me, I can just imagine her down on her knees begging... I couldn't take it anymore, I can't just ignore the elephant in the room, I looked down.. fuck, should I? To the thought of her... Its wrong, but it feels so right. Fuck it

I grabbed it and started pumping
"Fuck" I breathed out
Imagining it was her small hands I sped up. "Mngggh"
Shes so precious I just wanna feel all over her body, her body... I can't even imagine how she'd feel on me, pumping a little slower imagining she was arched up while I was giving it to her, sliding in and out, hearing her cute little moans, I sped up wanting to finish, and soon enough I pumped a couple more times with it going all over the wall, slowly I started realizing what I just did.

I shouldn't of done that.. fuck. What the fuck is wrong with me. Looking at the white substance on the wall I grabbed my loofa wiping it off. I continued washing my body and hair.

I hopped out the shower avoiding the mirror again with the towel around my waist. I grabbed some boxers and a random shirt throwing it on. I sat on my bed grabbing my phone off the charger and scrolling through Twitter.

#corpsexn1ghmta7e  is trending

Oh?
What's this...
They're shipping us. Fan art, already? How can people even draw that fast. I scrolled through for a while. Until I crossed one fanart that caught my eye. Me and n1ghtma7e on a bed with me on top of her.

Fuck... That's hot
I took a screenshot saving it to my private folder. No one's seeing that...