the times i've woken up and went to the bathroom to stare at myself till i cried is too many to count. Taylor is always nice enough to fix me three meals everyday, i love her cooking i just can't stand my body anymore and how it looks so i force myself to throw it all up after each meal. it's been a week now and i think she's starting to read into it, but i don't want her to. i know she's going to feel bad if she notices.
"Y/N, where are you baby" i can tell she is worried about me but i can't bring myself to tell her. what will she do to me? will she hold me and talk about it? will she fuck me rough? the unknown is eating at me but i think she'll talk me into eating something that seems most likely.
i hear her walk up the stairs and to our room while i'm in our bathroom sitting down on the floor with my knees to my chest. it's almost like hide and seek but a little more scary. i know how dangerous these things are but sometimes i can't help myself, i've been letting this happen off and on since i was 8 years old i just don't know how to make it stay gone. it's almost impossible to think about if it can go forever.
she finds me "oh baby, what are you doing in here" i hear the worry in her voice but i scarred to say the reason "i-i've just been sick lately" she picks me up and carries us to our bed before laying me down and grabbing a chair. "i know you lied, so it looks like you're hiding something. what is it" she asks calmly making me shiver "i just didn't eat" well it's partly the truth "how long" fuck she got me there "a-a week" damn it her eyes darken "a fucking week, really Y/N" shit shit shit what's she gonna do to me "looks as if i'm going to have to punish you a bit" shit what a mess i made.
"first, why didn't you eat for a fucking week" i can't look in her eye i feel too guilty "i didn't like how i looked" i answered truthfully. "ok sit on this here chair for me" i get up and walk to the chair and slowly sit on it. she walks behind me and i feel something cold on my wrist and ankles she cuffed me. she walks back in front of me and grips my face forcing my mouth open as she spits in it "sallow" she said sternly and i did. she walked to her closet and grabbed pair of red 6-inch heels and put them on she walked in front of me and pulled her shirt off leaving her bra on. she then pulled her shorts off leaving her in her underwear. she walked back over to the closet grabbing something else and she walked behind me again "open up, baby" i did as she said and open my mouth for her, forcing the open mouth gag into my mouth. "such a good girl, no?" she turns on the speaker and plays 'vigilante shit' fuck i'm in for it.
she props her foot up on my thigh as she keeps doing her choreography for the song. she then slides two of her fingers down her front from her chest to her lower stomach before pulling them away. this is pure torture at this point. she slowly lowers her self down on to my hips i want to touch her but i can't i can't even move from this position. i'm so glad i don't have a penis, it would be poking her right now. then she gets up from my lap taking her warm embrace with her. i'm breathing hard as she keeps going on with the show my breathing escalating by the second. she sat back now on me so we could face each other. i'm losing feeling in my hands and ankles from how tight the cuffs are. the song ends and she's looking into my eyes menacingly, shit. "you need to eat don't you think, baby" she is stating then asking but i nod my head. she smirks at me before un cuffing me from the chair then re-cuffing my arms and legs.
"kneel here for me, baby" she says while pointing in front of her. i listen going slowly down to my knees. she undoes the gag while patting my head. she unclamps her bra followed by pulling her underwear down her legs. i lean into her warmth starting off with one long lick before taking my tongue back into my mouth and moaning at her taste. i take another long slow lick before entering my tongue into her body. my tongue flicks inside her as my nose brushes against her clit making her legs weak. she grips my head while i continue to lick her pretty wet pussy. "yes, baby just like that" she praised as i smiled into her pussy. i sucked on her clit which made her legs weak. she's close but trying to stay strong so i can have my meal. the first meal in a week i will actually be keeping down. she gets a call from someone and answers it even though i'm eating her pussy for breakfast. she's biting her lip to keep from moaning while on the phone, so i make my tongue go deep inside her as deep as i can. as she's about to speak to whoever it is i flick my tongue which makes her scream "fuck, oh shit, damn baby" i must've hit somewhere she liked. she came on my face with mix of whines and moans.
she bent down kissed my head then walk back into the closet. she came back out with a mirror and a strap. fuck i'm done for. she grabs my waist and carries my back to chair. she places me on the chair and leans me over it as she rips off my sweat pants and underwear with one hand. she slowly enters me and i can feel myself stretch to her size. she nudged her head towards the mirror telling me to look at it so i did. "sorry, i wasn't expecting a call" i wish i could answer but i can't "baby, don't you look so pretty taking the 9-inch dick" i can feel myself melting "who's pussy is this" she asked i know what she wanted me to do "yours" i half said half moaned "good, who do belong to" i love it when she's like this "i belong to you" i said trying to keep my eyes open "and what do i always tell people" i let out a defeated sigh "if they hurt me in any way there will be consequences" she started to pick up her pace "and what did you do" i sighed "hurt myself" she nodded "good girl."
she started to pick up her pace even more "t-tay" she leaned down to my ear "have to cum little one" i do i really do "yeah" she let out a dark laugh "hold it" she grabbed my shoulders and started slamming into me hard. she wasn't letting it be easy. she moved one hand to my throat and made my stand up my back to her front her still inside me. "who's good girl are you" i could see her smirking in the mirror "y-yours" she kept the smirk on her face and took a picture of us in the mirror. "t-tay" she looked at me in the mirror and shook her head "not yet baby" all i could do was whimper. "actually i want to try something" she puts her hand up in the mirror as she puts a finger up "1" what is happening "2" oh i get it "3" i can't help but scream as soon as she gets to 3 "lets go bitch" i yell as my orgasm rips through me and i come so hard i feel lightheaded and see spots. i can hear her laughing "damn, baby i wasn't expecting all of this and you screaming for me" her thursting slows as i come down from my high. she pulls out of me and rolls me into the floor. my hands pinned behind my back.
"i'm going to have to be rough, baby" oh no, what does she mean rough. she puts each one of knees beside my head and leans on hands so the dick is in my face. "ready baby, if so open up and stick your tongue out" i wasn't ready yet but i did it anyway. she lowered her hips forcing her dick down my throat. i can taste myself on it. it's only half way in. i lean up to take more of her length so she pushes it the rest of the way in. "damn, baby" she moans but as her hips start rocking i understand what she meant by rough. i gag around it the first few thrusts but with each gag she'll go faster and harder. my back started to arch to get her deep down my throat she noticed this and went faster. till she pulled out of my mouth and lied next to me both of us panting and gasping for air.
"please tell me you'll go back to eating" she asked in between breaths. "tay, i've already eaten" i told her with a smirk. "god Y/N, you have to eat something other than me" she said sternly between breathes. "says who, i say you have all the vitamins and proteins i need" she breathes heavily while closing her eyes and rolling to her back. "don't tell me you want to go for round four" she opens her eyes slightly while trying to catch her breath. "who's to say i wouldn't want round four" she just sighs. "god, as much as i'd love to how bout we call it a night and cuddle" i let out a defeated sigh. "ok tay, you win. i'll cuddle,but i want little spoon" she chuckles. "ok hun"
A/N: long one this week. hope you enjoyed if you have any requests send them in. any helpful criticism is appreciated. see you next week😘
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Roman d'amour1.mainly did this bc i got bored 😂😂 2.fair amount of smut 3.not here to say this or that just purely here for fun nothing else 4. i'm not a gaylor 5. like i said before this is just for fun and nothing else 6. tayvis is the cutest thing i've e...
