Deeper

I wanna give up

I wanna give up
Hopes are too painful
Holding on is stressful

I wanna give in
And just exist
Not to persist
Just live

I wanna give up
And stop trying

I still can't figure out why I am holding on to hopes
Disappointed each day by the things I strongly desire
I wanna give up
And let nothing else matter
Just live with zero expectations

I wanna give up
And enjoy life
I wanna give up
And let things go

I am tired of trying
Big hope keeps holding me

Optimism is Now my enemy

I don't wanna care anymore
I don't wanna care anymore
I don't wanna care anymore

Let me let go
And live like a bird
Fly to anywhere
And trust the father to provide

Let me settle in and just be me

Too much pressure
I have let in
Clipping my wings
And breaking my heart

It is tiring
And we should just live!

I wanna give up
And not try again
Let go and just live

I want to be happy again 💝