P'Charlie

Saudade

Hey sorry for the delay 😔🙏
We have some renovation, well quite not, it's just we are getting some work done at home. So ofcourse i have to help at home plus I have been going out for a couple days and you guys definitely know how is it like going outside in 40° plus. 🥵

That's not the sole reason for delay though. I was trying to write from Babe's pov and it has been a chalenge. I don't have much understanding of him although he seems the easiest to understand 😭😭

I tried okay.

I was feeling a little sick today so had some free time and I decided to use it edit this chapter a bit. I had already completed most part of it. It seems alright to me.

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(Charlie and Jeff having the much needed conversation. Atleast they attempted.)
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After their trip to province, Charlie's protective instincts have obviously cooled down quite a lot but still letting Jeff go to college unsupervised was asking a lot of his sanity. So for the next couple of days if anyone saw a certain bespectacled Alpha hovering around the cute yet cold Omega of their faculty no one questioned him, already used to this sight. It's definitely not the first time Charlie is hovering around Jeff to ensure his safety and this certainly is not going to be the last.

Well Jeff loves it. He likes having Charlie's attention on him, caring for him but he is never going to tell that to Charlie. His P' would be unstoppable then.
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On the fourth day following their return from their little trip Charlie finally decided that it's time for a conversation. He sat Jeff down saying they need to talk. As Jeff was sitting there quitely Charlie could see that he still was a little hesitant so he decided not to push too much but he atleast needs to know what conspired that incident.

"Jeff if it is too much to talk about now then I won't force you but please do tell me when you feel comfortable enough. Okay."

Jeff just nodded at that statement feeling a bit less anxious.

"I don't think that we should go back to garage now specially after everything. There might have been some misunderstandings but the way they all treated you was unfair and uncalled for. I just don't want to see any of the pit crew near you, I don't think that I can trust them with your safety anymore."

At that Jeff was definitely feeling a little contemplated. He still wanted to work in the garage, he has came to accept those people as part of his life already but at the same time he doesn't want to anymore. He can still very clearly remember all those mean words, the name calling, those allegations, the way he was overpowered by Alpha pheromones, the way he was getting forced to submit to them, the way he was crowded into, the way along with lightheadedness a feeling of dread settled in, the way he felt so weak, the way he was frozen due to fear, the way he felt so unsafe there, the way he couldn't breath.

He couldn't help but be lost in his thoughts. He didn't knew but that same dread has already settled into his body again, he was trying to take deep breaths, his hands shivering a bit. He couldn't breath. His hands were getting clammy, he couldn't form a grip. He was getting lightheaded due to lack of oxygen. He was trying to breath but nothing came back except a few gasps of his.

He remembers hearing a very familiar voice call out to him but he isn't sure if that was truth or its just another trick of his mind.

Not long after he found himself tucked in the warmth of a body against his scent gland, which he registers to be his brother's because of the familiar scent. He wrapped his arms tightly around the warm body of his brother, nuzzling against him. He tried to take deep breaths of the same comforting scent that has been keeping him grounded. It took a while for him to calm down.