"Do you love me too?.." he asked softly as he held my hands in his, gently caressing them and displaying the most softness and affection a person could. I felt my whole world begging to be pieced together, why everything has happened. Why everything is as it is..
It's because of him.. Isn't it? He was always the one who saved me. He was always the last puzzle piece, he's always the one who, no matter what, stuck by my side. But how many times has this happened already?.. How many times have I relied on him? It's always him, the one person who always gets in my way is him. That's right! It's him him him him him him HIM.
It's his fault, his fault I can't be better. He's dragging me down, that's right! All his fault, yes.. yes.. yes... But.. He did all that for me.. Me..? Was he truly a sin? A mistake of a person? All he does.. Is for me.. No! NO! No, he's the cause of everything. Why I can't be stronger, why I can't be no.1! ..Why I can't be loved..
I quickly shoved him back and ran a hair through my soft but spikey blond hair, letting out a violent laugh, almost maniacally. I laugh more, and more.. I watch as he stares at me in horror. I give him a cold glare as I regain my composure. Placing my hand on my hip as the tension in the room increases, and I smirk, ignoring the elephant in the room. I slowly step towards him, noticing how lifeless his eyes looked.. Empty.. I roughly kick him with the heel of my boot and watch with pleasure as he falls down to the ground, a droplet of blood dripping from his mouth..
"Kacchan.." he croaks out, his voice trembling. My eyes flicker towards him, our eyes meeting, but.. No. No. No. This is supposed to happen. Yes. Yes.. This, this is what's supposed to happen.. So.. Why am I crying? I roughly wipe the tears from flowing down my cheek, I don't feel anything, so why am I crying?! No! Crying is for the weak dammit! While I try my best to get rid of the tears, he stands up and slowly walks towards me. Before gently grabbing my hands and cupping my cheeks, slowly wiping my tears with his rough, calloused, but gentle hands. Fuck dammit! I yell and scream as I try to escape his grip but he simply smiles.. That same smile.. The smile that has been stuck with me since childhood...
Hoorayy! You finished my first chapterr! Thank youuuuu! Anyways if things don't make sense, the next chapter will clear things up! Again, thank you for reading!! I'll try to update every week! So thank youuu! Have a cookie 🍪 <3
-Ur lazy ahh author Lua <3
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Learn To Love You Too
Fanfic"Do you love me too?.." he asked softly as he held my hands in his, gently caressing them and displaying the most affection he could, how could I say no?.. But... "I-I can't.. I'm sorry..." A dekubaku series <3 Contains: Angst & fluff (maybe tr...
