Chapter four ⚽️⚽️

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I knocked on Haddys door once I got to her place "Louis? What are you doing here?" Her mom asked as she opened the door

"well I got bored at home and was wondering if I could hang out here with her?"

"Yeah of course, Niall's here so I would be lovely for the quiet one to calm them down." We both laugh and she lets me in and I walk up to Haddy's room.

"Hey!" I say shoving open the door. "Oh no Tommos here." Niall fake whines and I laugh and jump onto Haddy's bed "I'm starving." Niall says laying flat on the floor.

"As always"

"Shut up Tomlinson."

"Why don't we go to a park and get some food and play some football." Haddy butts in.

No.

"Sure." I respond and we head over  to the nearby park where Niall and Haddy proceed to get into an argument because Niall forgot his wallet. "I can't pay if I don't have my wallet, Had-ass-ah."

"Don't punish me because you forgot your wallet, Nail."

"It's Niall."

"Sure, whatever you say, big guy." She says rolling her eyes at him.

"Omg I'll pay." I say pushing past them both and handing the poor confused cashier the money for Niall's ice cream. Niall cheered and we walked to the open field where me and Haddy kicked around the ball while he sat in the grass and watched happily eating his ice cream.

"Did you guys know Americans call it soccer instead of football?"

"Yeah everyone knows that Neil."

"I'm so sorry for ever talking." Niall said with an annoyed sigh.

Hey I say that more than I should, being a copycat isn't a good look Neil.

We played for a bit till I saw three people walk up the hill to the field, Zayn, Liam and..

Harry.

I was basically drooling as soon as I saw him. Haddy saw me staring and looked over at them then looked back at me and laughed. I glared at her and the boys waved me over. I jogged over and plastered on a fake smile.

"Hey!"

"Waddup Tommo!" Zayn said "just messing around with the football?"

"Yeah." i responded

"oh we should play a game! you, Harry and the blonde girl. Me, Zayn and the blonde guy against each other."

Please no.

"Sounds fun, I'll ask them." I walked over and asked them and Haddy begged to be on Liam and Zayn's team and they let her.

I was the goalie, Obviously.

The other team couldn't really get past Harry so I just got to watch him play the whole time.

His toned arms high fiving Niall when he would score or his abnormally long legs kick the ball at Haddy into the other goal.

In the end we won 14 to 5. Harry brought me in for one of those dab up hugs. I blushed slightly and hugged him back.

Then he went off to do the same with Niall and I shook hands with Liam and Zayn and told them good game.

They invited us to go get food and we agreed Haddy and I hopped in Zayn's car and Niall left with Liam. Haddy sat in the front with Zayn, and I sat in the back.

We all drove to a restaurant called Nandos.

Zayn parked and we went  inside to sit at a table.

"Aren't you Dianna's bio partner?" Zayn asked Niall after we ordered. "Uh yeah." He nodded. "She won't stop talking about her partner but she wouldn't tell me who, good to know it's someone actually attractive." Niall laughed awkwardly at Zayn's comment.

Liam coughed and then spoke up. "Since we have two people we don't know, care to introduce yourselves?"

"I'm Haddy."

"And I'm Niall."

"I like those names." Harry said, flicking Haddy's  hair off her shoulder. "Hands off the hair Styles." She told him. Harry laughed and put his hands up in a fake surrender, we all laughed and had a

Nice,

Long,

Unbearable,

Conversation.

I left to use the bathroom to escape and cut because my arms itched for my blade. I know it's random but being that close to Harry and not being able to show affection was too much.

I know I'm dramatic, I've been told.

I walked back to our table and pulled down my hoodie sleeves. I look at the table to see Harry alone sitting at the table. "Where did everyone go?" I asked, sitting down across from him. "They all left because Zayn's sister fell down the stairs...again. So Haddy, Niall, and him went to see her, and Liam was grounded for being suspended so he had to go home because of his earlier curfew."

"And you didn't leave?"

"You didn't have a ride so it's not like I can leave you to walk."

"Thanks, but I'll just walk. I'm staying over at my friend's house and she lives down the street."

"It's cold."

"I'm wearing a hoodie."

"I have a radio."

"I have headphones."

"I have-"

"See you later, captain." I said while cutting him off and walked towards the door. He gave me a 'what the fuck' look and I sped up, walking out of the building and put my hood up.

"Louis what the hell!?" He yelled after me. "Are you okay?!" I walked even  faster.

Don't let him get close.

Don't show him you're a dirty fag.

Don't become friends.

Don't show him you care.

I walked to my house and sat at my doorstep. I looked up at the sky, getting lost in my thoughts. I want to be close to Harry. I want to love him openly. I want him to love me. But I can't, he can't. I can't let him be hurt because of me.

Loving someone is so, so hard to do when they can't ever love you back.

Me and my god damn deep thoughts.

I stood up from where I was sitting and walked into the house and up to my bedroom. I laid down on my bed and started to drift off to sleep.

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YAY another chapter done
This was still another short chapter and I think I'm just going to keep the chapters short
I hope you enjoyed 🫶
Ignore any mistakes 😁
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