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It's the start of the euros for Fermin, him and the boys have been trying to get me to fly out to Germany to support them.
I would love to but Rafael's kit hasn't come yet which I wont him to have.
It was just myself and Rafael at home I decided to get a suitcase down for me to pack our stuff in as Rafael wanted to feed.
As I'm breast feeding him I got a video call from and I was Lamine, "kinda a bad timing" I said to him.
"Why" he asked me.
"I can't fucking show you but I'm feeding Rafael" I told him.
"Eww call me when you're done then" he said as he ended the call.
I had finished feeding Rafael and I called Lamine, "okay why did you call?" I asked him.
"You coming to germany?" He asked me.
"Well I'm packing mine and Rafael stuff so yeah" I said to him.
"Nice" he said awkwardly.
"Why do you say it like that Lamine" i asked him confused.
"So you bringing Berta your girl Fermin?" One of the boys said to him as they shouted and I could hear it.
"Fucking hell guys really no need to say that" Lamine said as he pointed to his phone.
"Ria no don't listen to them" Fermin said as he saw me on the phone and I just ended the call.
When I did I just started to cry, "why is it always me huh baby" I said as I kissed Rafaels cheek.
After a couple hours of finally getting him to sleep I sat down on the couch with the baby monitor near me.
As my phone kept ringing and it was Fermin, till I kept getting messages as well, Pedri saying just answer him.
So I did, I FaceTimed him.
"Don't be long Rafael is a sleep" I told him.
"I'm sorry about earlier" he said to me.
"Oh about them say you bring your girl with you, look we are still fucking together Fermin and you're dating someone else" I raised my voice at him.
He didn't say anything to me, "I know Maria i have fucked up but I still love you and Rafael you don't know how hard this is for me being away from you two" he told me as his voice was cracking.
"And we miss you two but if you don't get your shit together with this whole thing I'm done, because this is breaking me Fer it really is seeing you with another girl and her being at matches when I wasn't" I said as I cried my eyes out.
"I will fix this for us amor" he told me as he started to cry, I had never seen him cry before as he isn't an emotional person.
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