Jin's Kookie ~ one shots by Lyanalius

again hold me

It was late in the night, it was raining really hard and a boy was running, he was caught up in the rain but stopping wasn't in his plan. He was running, crying, but it could barely be notice since the rain was washing his face. He doesn't care if he wasn't feeling right, or if he will get sick later on, no at this point not a bit . Only one thing was in his mind, only one person he wanted to see, that was what brought him here on his way.

That night, sitting by the window looking out, hand on chin , a boy was there feeling so empty and lonely, he looked lost. For some times now he had this feeling of being incomplete, like there was something he was missing, craving for although he couldn't know what it was, he tried hard to think but nothing. It was like there wasn't a beginning, like his life never existed before now. " I miss you " he thought but then he asked himself who he was talking about, of course he couldn't find an answer.

The sound of the doorbell being pressed repeatedly was what brought him back. Wondering who it could be in this hour and too in the rain, not thinking too much he went to open the door. He was met with a boy, soaking wet from head to toe, shaking from the cold barely standing on his feet.

As the boy saw him standing there looking at him , he couldn't help to let more tears fall, finally he saw him again after what seems like an eternity, how much he missed him. His mind, his heart and all his self just found peace, he feels way he never felt before.

Not knowing what got into him, he just opened his arms wide for the one standing in front of him. He feels like the boy needs it, or maybe it just him who wants it.

" Hyung " was only what he whispered. He showed a small weak smile before letting himself fall into the arms that were opened for him, he couldn't help he cried harder, the warmth that he missed so much.

He just hold him, letting him be . For some unknown reason he could feel his heart beats fast, he body relaxed, and all his self just feeling so right, the way it didn't for some times now. Then the boy in his arms finally spoke,

" hyung, I missed you so much, I wanted to see you so badly, I really tried yet I couldn't reach you. Everyone was pushing me and pulling me away from you. They said I don't deserve you, or you don't deserve me, that we could never be. But I know where I belong, that's in your arms hyung, we promised to fight together and find our way. But you weren't here, I couldn't stand it anymore, at least I needed to see you so badly. Hyung only one thing I wanted was for you to again hold me .

Hearing him sounding so broken, so sad,so helpless just shattered his heart. He tighten his hold, if he was confused before then right now he was completely lost. Unknowingly he was shedding tears too , way so much, and he noticed, the boy has fallen asleep.

He picked him up and went to his bedroom and laid him down slowly. He looked at him for some times. I'm sorry but I'll have to do this, I really need to he said then began to remove the boy's wet clothes, soon he was changed in warm and comfortable one. Unfortunately he was now burning .

He went to find the necessary to take care of him. Later he witness the scene of the boy crying in his sleep, calling for " his hyung ", holding out his hand trying desperately to hold onto something. Calmly he went near sat down on the ground and take his hand in his. Instantly he calm down, some sweet words being said and he was now sleeping again.

Just by looking at him, he felt so complete, so much at ease, like it was the missing piece. He holds his hand tight, liking the warmth . Soon he was sleeping in his sitting position with his head on the bed. It was rather their most peaceful night in a while.

The sun rises and shine bright, finally the boy woke up, finding himself alone in a bed . He thought maybe it was just a dream. But then he looked carefully, yes it wasn't his personal " jail " I mean " room " it was another, one that he knew too much.