just some different stories that aren't too much to be a whole book 😁. come on, it's interesting.
"...My heart is on fire for your love 💟..."
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It is about a lonely boy named Jeon Jungkook . For him life sucks so much that he has practically lost the will to live. But he never give up, even though it was really hard he makes sure he never drowned, even if it means to cry every night till he fell asleep.
It been long since he was bearing it but tonight he just feel like he couldn't anymore. He was again up there crying his heart out after making sure his step-family was asleep.
Even though today was his birthday, nobody wish him, they should care first .
What was a purpose of life if nobody cares about you ? That you got nothing to live for ? I'm sure that nobody will even notice if I disappear... He thought .
" Don't ever forget how precious you are my son . The world only brighten up with your smile, don't forget Life worth living."
He chuckled humorlessly as he just remember something his mother used to tell him,
You weren't right, "Precious " ? I were only to you, but after you.. I even don't know how to smile anymore, but guess what, the world has never been brighter and the worse is that My world no longer existed mother. I just wish you could take me with you...
" You are strong my little angel "
I may be, but I've loosen a bit every day and right now I have any strength left, I'm so weak, ... So tired mother..
" And if someday you feel like there is no way out, that you can't anymore, don't give up, just look up , breath in deeply, let your heart beats and call him, the one your heart yearn for will come to you "
He then look down at the pendant his mother gave him the same day he told him those. He was only ten then.
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" Don't be afraid, and remember he was born only for you and will come to you the moment you call him, just say the words. "
Funny, I never understood, but then I thought I won't ever need anything it could be but .. I have nothing to loose, why not to try..
Saying so , he slowly stand up and went toward the window that opened. He was directly hit by the night fresh wind that makes him shivers . The night was dark the same as the sky, you could barely see any star.
He did as told ; he took some deep breath, letting the air fill his lungs, let his mind relax and feel his heart beat .
Slowly he holds up the pendant close to his heart as he closed his eyes . His mind wonder to the memory of his mother smiling at him oh so sweetly ..he missed her way so much.. feeling the tears running down his cheeks he tighten his hold on the pendant still close to his heart.
Calming down, he slowly mumbles the needed words :
" Feeling overwhelmed, I'm hopping to relay on you amor, You to be mine, I want you right here , to ease my pain and provide the warmth.. ' Viens à moi mon réconfort ' .. "
