As We Are Now

5

~|Ramona|~

"RAMONAAAAA!!!!!"

The sound of my mother yelling my name woke me up from  my deep sleep.
Slowly but surely dragging myself out of my bed i walked down the hallway to her bedroom rubbing my eyes.

"Mom it's 3:36 in the morning i'm not going to walmart to get you a tub a icing it's a school night". I said in a low and groggy voice.

"MONA IT'S TIME ROMAN IS COMING"

"WHAT?! WHY?! NOW?!"

"YES NOW GRAB THE BABY BAG AND HELP ME TO THE CAR!!"

Following her instruction i grabbed the baby bag behind her door,slinging it over my shoulder,and quickly rushing to help her up.

Once i had her on her feet i started to coach her down the hall and stairs and out the house.

"Okay mom i'm going to try and drive as fast as i can okay?"

"JUST GET ME TO THE HOSPITAL MONA!"

well then.

Hopping in the drivers seat i become nervous because i don't really drive alot for the simple fact i'm  not a very good driver. It's nerve wrecking with all the intoxicated drivers now a-days.

Pulling out the drive way i speed to down the road and take a short cut, away from the main roads and pull up to the hospital.

Alright well here goes nothing........

Lexi.

"I care about you baby,baby
More than you'll ever know,More than you'll ever know
Please do not drive me crazy,crazy.
Unless your gonna go.........with me.
No presuuuure,No presure i know your will.
The presuuuuure..to keep it real".

The music blasted through my beats pill as i laid there in my bed.

The plan to get mona had failed.i forgot that she had art club on thursdays and thoughts of my birth mother kept running through my head.

"Why would she choose him over me her own child?"

"Why didn't dad want me?"

"Did she even love me?"

I couldn't shake this feeling of depression that was clouding my heart.

Picking up my phone i dialed a number,i know they can get my mind off of things.

●○MARIAH○●

"THEN WHO WAS HE MIA".I scream.

"Riah i'm telling you he just a guy who the label hired to help me out"
.She looked at me with pleading eyes.

We were arguing about the guy i saw her with when i was picking her up from work.
To be honest deep down i know she wasn't doing any thing wrong but i saw the way he was looking at her and it pissed me off,he was looking at her all lovey dovey and shit,i wanted to kick his ass.And on top of that he had the nerve to HUG her and i'm not talking no friendly hug either i'm talking about hands on the waist and he even tried to but his head in the crock of her neck but my baby moved away.i'm just pissed that she didn't even notice his flirting like REALLY?.

"WELL YOU NEED TO CHECK HIM HE DON'T NEED TO BE ALL UP ON YOU LIKE THAT MIA!".I shouted at her.

"Ok ok i'll talk to him about it i promise".She said rubbing her temples and walking away.

"Mhm you better"

Sometimes i just pick random arguments with mia  just to see her get angry but it never happens she just gets  frustrated and gives in eventually.I have only seen her get angry once and that's when the music teacher last year pushed her over the edge to get some raw emotion from her. I will forever remember that day and i bet Ms.lisa will too

~Flashback~

"Alright class today were going to practice how to let you emotions flow through you music and for that to happen you have to have show your emotions"
.Ms.lisa spoke.
The class groaned in annoyance

Everyone had went and it was only One person left.

"Mia your turn"

"I rather not"

Ms.lisa paused for a moment and said
"Why you scared"

"What?no i just don't want to"

Ms.lisa slowly nodded her head not breaking eye contact.

"Why not everyone else did? Got something to hide?"

All eyes were one mia now.

"No-why does it even matter"

"I don't know you seem so hostile towards the whole idea of sharing your emotions,Why?"

"Because i don't want to gosh".by now mia was getting frustrated and myrah being her sister knew where this was going unlike everyone else.

Mia did have a problem sharing her emotions she kept to herself and didn't like to argue with people because believe it or not mia had very little control over ALL her emotions and once one comes out the others follow right behind so she thought it was better to just not let herself get to that point witch in result causes her to bottle her emotions up.

"Why what's the problem afraid that people will judge you?"

"No,just leave me alone"

"Well there has to be a reason mia just tell us why don't you want to?"

Mia sighed deeply any one with eyes could tell ms.lisa was hitting nerves by pestering her.

"Look i said i don't want to why do you keeping asking"

"Because i'm curious to why you don't want to share
You feelings i mean any good artist should be able to share their emotions wether it's through music or just talking about it,Maybe you not that good of an artist"

"OR MAYBE I JUST DON'T WANT TO SHARE MY FUCKING Feelings WITH ANY OF YOU DUMB BITCHES BECAUSE IT'S NONE OF YA'LL MUTHAFUCKIN BUSINESS SO SIP YO TEA AND COLLECT YO 11$ AN HOUR ASS CHECK AND LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!".

Everyone in class was so shocked at her outburst except for miss.lisa who just watched a mia grabbed her stuff and stormed out the class room slamming the door after her.
~Flashback over~

My thoughts were interrupted my phone ringing.
Reaching down to pick it i notice the caller I.D

Lexi

"Hello"

"Come to my house"

"Lex i don't know mia-"

"You still playing that girl? that's a damn shame"

"You can't talk about nobody and for your information
I love mia"

"Mhmm yea sure and nicki's ass in 100% real, you coming or nah"

Taking a quick glimpse around me i answered.

"Yea i'll be there........"

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Hi guys sorry for leaving y'all hanging hoped you enjoyed plese comment

Sorry for any errors✌

And by the way i'm changing some of the characters so there's mia and on another note since mia is a song writer in the story i'll be using songs for her character
And since her character is tinashe i'm going to be using some of her music and maybe a little jhene aiko.

That's all BYE