As We Are Now

6

◆_MIA_◆

I was sitting in my room thinking about this song I've been trying to finish.

It was for this new girl to the label she didn't really have a name yet or and image she's fresh.

"Once upon time i was all alone,
How you like me now do i turn you on
Now i got you drunk and vulnerable
Show me what you want give me what you want, want
Have to make you mine get you on the floor
Watch me go to work i'll up on a show"

And i have more but it's missing something, idk
I'll see what the guys a the studio say in the morning
☆Next day☆

waking up the next morning i checked my phone.i had two text from jeremiah and i smiled.jeremiah is the boy from the label that mia was so angry about.i don't know why she was so mad he just gave me a friendly hug,but i can't lie and say it didn't make me feel some type of way because it did but i wasn't intending on doing something with him.i just liked his hug.

i opened the text only for my cheeks to turn a rosy red.

Jeremiah:good morning beautiful i hope you have an amazing day.

Jeremiah:P.S hope i didn't get you in any trouble yesterday.

Me:yea but its OK,it wasn't that serious.

i didn't wanna tell him how much trouble it really got me in because i didn't want him to feel bad.it wasn't his fault,he didn't know Mariah was crazy,or that she was my girlfriend.

And i kinda didn't want him to stop.

LEXI~

i sat in the school parking lot waiting for my baby to ride though on her skateboard.after awhile i looked down at my watch to see that it was 8:40 and the bell was about to ring in 5 minutes.

i began to worry because one thing about Ramona is that she was never late to school.the sound of the bell snapped me out of my thoughts and i began to make my way to 1st period.

where is she?

RAMONA~

I really didn't feel like going to school this morning.

mom gave birth to roman two days ago and their still in the hospital and i just got home late last night.I didn't wanna leave my mom there but she wanted me to get some rest so i did as she asked.Coming in last night i  had plans to shower and email my teachers about my absences but i just ended up crashing on my bed and not waking up untill 2 o'clock today.

''ugh''.i groaned pulling my self out my bed.

i stretched my limbs and walked to my closet and grabbed my outfit for the day  

I threw my hair up into a neat bun and sat down at my desk to write my e-mail.once i was done i forward the message to all my teachers.i looked around and noticed the house was a little dirty.i began to clean but then there was a knock on the door.i shook my head thinking who the hell could be at my door right now.

opening the door i was shocked to see Lexi standing there on my porch.

''Ummm why are you here''.i spoke not liking the fact she knew where i lived.

''you didn't come to school baby you scared me''.she said smiling [A/n:changed lexi to beyonce guys]

''well i'm fine bye''.i tried to close the door but she stuck her foot in and shoved it open sending me flying backward. 

''how dare you!i came here to see you and make sure you're ok and this is how you treat me!" .she shouted at me.

''i didn't ask you to come here! i didn't ask you for anything bitch just leave  me tf alone!i screamed at her.

the look of rage rose upon her face and before i knew it she was on top of me attacking me.

''i fucking love you and you will accept my love do you hear me!.she yelled as she threw punches to my body and face.

i tried to block them but i failed and she continued to assault me.and after a while i couldn't fight any more and my body began to weaken,and before i knew it i had blacked out.

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i woke up and felt a strong sense of pain rage through my body.

''ahhhh''.i cried out.

i looked around and and noticed i wasn't in my room nor my house.i sat up to get a better look of my surroundings. i looked down and i saw that i was in a bed that also wasn't mine.that's when it settled in. where tf am i?!

i got up and ran to the door only for it to swing open and for my worst nightmare to walk through the door.

''hey baby oh my gosh your awake,you were starting to scare me''.she gushed pulling me into a hug.i quickly pried her off me and started to back up.

''baby what's wrong?''

i looked for a way out,any way out.i saw a window an ran for it not caring that we might be on the second floor before i could reach it before i was tackled to the ground and dragged backward.she picked me up and carried me towards the bed.

''shhhh baby it's ok we can be together now with no interruptions and iv'e been dying for us to make love and reveal our bodies to each other''.she cooed in my ear as she laid on top of me pinning me down.she leaned down and pressed her lips to mine.i didn't kiss her back but i didn't fight her either.

''i know you want this,i'm the only person that wants to show real love,just let me love you and touch you the way you want me too baby,i can make you feel soooo good baby just let me take care of you''.she whispered in my ear.she kissed me again and i let her words settle in my mind and i kissed her back.

i want that love she is offering me i want the sex she wants to give me.i was tired of  not feeling loved. 

so i guess she will be the one to give it to me.

thx for reading sorry for not updating in a while but here you are.