As We Are Now

4

"Its hard to get over the past when its always in front of you".
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◆◇Ramona◇◆

I inhaled the sweet drug into my mouth.
I pulled the lovely blunt away from my lips and continued to write in my note book.well my song book.i write songs
.for fun of course. Sometimes i sing them a little. I have this new song called
'Get it over with'. There is somethings in my life i would like to get over with but i guess that's not how it works huh?

○lexi○

"Tell me what you did!".i yelled into this sick bastards face.

"I don't have to tell you shit".he said smirking at me.

"TELL ME WHAT YOU DID TO MY BABY!!".

"I FUCKED HER!!".he yelled at me.

My heart sunk i my chest.

"She was nice and tight and wouldn't be the first time me and my boys hit that fine piece of ass,she screaming too begging for mercy but i made sure the boys only got the ass,i don't need them stretch her shit out cause i like it the way it is".he said smiling at me.

"How dare you".i glared at him."how dare you touch my girl who do you think you are". I Questioned.

"I think i'm the man who had your 'precious' Mona bent over the bathroom sink fucking the life out of her".he spat harshly.

"Stay away from my baby girl you hear me? Or i will beat your ass myself".i said walking away.

"No.i'm actually starting to like her you know".he said smiling at me.

"Your doing this to hurt me Jacob and because your still upset about what happened LET IT GO!!".I shouted at him angrily.

"NOT EVERY THING IS ABOUT YOU Alexandria OKAY GET OVER YOURSELF".he yelled at me.

"Don't you dare say my full name out loud you asshole".i snared.

He knows how i feel about my name.
What no one knows is that i'm adopted.
My mom was 16 and she was pregnant by an 19 year old .my dad.
It's obvious that he had no business dating an under age child and because of that he wanted my mom to get an abortion.but she didn't. My "dad" told her to get rid of the baby if she wanted to be with him. So when i was born she named me and all then when she was released she caught a bus to the rich side of town and she dropped me on the door step of the biggest house she seen.

All she left was a note.saying how she was sorry and maybe we'll meet up again when i'm older.The people she dropped me off with had no children and they were trying to adopt. So i guess she had a lucky guess right?.

And ever since i found out what happened iv'e been refusing to be called by my full name.

I hadn't realized it but tears were streaming down my face.

"Your such a drama queen".he snapped.
I turned and walk away.

Fuck him.

Fuck my mom.

And fuck that dumb ass name

All i need is my Mona,she can make me feel better. i wonder where she is i
haven't seen her all day.

I miss her.

□▪Mariah▪□(she's up at the top)

"Come on Mia baby please". I begged Mia.

"I-i don't know Riah i just gave you some
On Sunday."she said.

"But it's Tuesday and i spent it all at the mall".i whined.

Okay let me help you out a little here.
I'm asking Mia for money right now.
You see Mia has this internship at this big music producing company.
She's an amazing song writer and she has an HUGE future ahead of her and i want to be apart of that. But the problem is i have really deep feelings for Lexi, Even though she's in love with Ramona. But i like Mia A LOT to and i want to be with her because of my feelings and she's the best option for me and my personality.

Im controlling and demanding and all of that and Lexi is not gonna put up with that.

Mia is shy,sweet and beautiful and also
An push over who doesn't like to argue and she is loyal. That's what i need.

Her money is just a bonus.

"Bae come on ill come over tonight and pay you back".i smiled at her.

She frowned.
"No you don't have to do that.Here i don't want to use you for your body".she said grabbing the money out her purse and handing it to me.

This is what i love about her ughhhh she is so perfect.
I leaned over and kissed her.

"Thank you baby.i love you."

She looked up at me shocked.
"Y-you love m-me?".she asked pointing to her self.

"Of course babe". I said.

My life from here on out is gonna be amazing as long as i have Mia.

And i don't plan on letting her go.
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