Blood Ties and Broken Hearts

12.chapter

Oh how I love to tease her but of course I'll not be waiting for her i just wanted to see how she would react maybe I should continue with this little charade for a while but at some point I got lost in those dark black eyes its like they were sucking me in like a black whole

But damn did her beautiful pink plump lips look so good I had to restrain myself so that I wouldn't try to taste them

'WHAT HAVE I GOTTEN MY SELF INTO'

I thought to myself ,why was I always so attracted to her body or her face it's like she's a drug that's stuck in my mind that I can't get rid of and it's highly annoying I seriously need to get laid ,but I guess that would be cheating on her even though we were forced to marry

I still have some respect for her and the arrangement so I'll have to drive her away I mean just because I find her a little attractive doesn't mean I like her or would even care where she would go or what she'll do if I drive her away

But she made it very clear she doesn't give a flying fuck about me so I'll just stop caring about her business or what she does or who she's with as I quote "How about you mind your business " and so I did i dont even know why i cared about her or her personal life

All I know is if she were to die today I would arrange a funeral but that's out of respect but hell I wouldn't give a shit

My father would just Forse me into another marriage

I guess I should go and check on her siblings to see if they are ok ,I might not be fond of her but I'll do this one thing for her

So I stood up from my black leather chair and I walk to the office door I open it and walk down the hallway to their room I knocked twice
Until I heard a soft 'come in'

" Hello Mr. Martínez what can I do for you?" I think his name is Andrew or Andrea or something like that asked me I avert my gaze from him to his little sister which is fast asleep on his chest hugging him tight

My gaze adverts back to his " Nothing I am simply checking to see if you are alright"I say with the most dryest tone

I actually couldn't give much of a fuck about these two to be honest " I'll have a maid serve you dinner and tend to your wounds later " with that i left and closed the door

I was going back to my office when I stopped in my tracks ,my phone was ringing

Lillian

I didn't want to pick it up since she and my other siblings have not talked to me in 7 fucking years and now she wants to talk

Lillian is my sister she and my two other siblings left 7 years ago they just left now one knows why or where they went my parents told me they had been sent off for a mission but as I grew older I then found out that they had left and fled to southern Korea they have been there for years but I tried looking for them

But every time I came close they would tell me to stop looking and eventually I gave up now here we are today and no I still don't know why all three of them left but I guess I should find out

But damn it I want them to feel what I felt as they left me so I didn't pick up the phone I let it ring I was now too exhausted to continue working so i just went to take a shower and try to sleep

Believe it or not I sleep 1-2 hours everyday 4 if I'm lucky I've had my fair share of traumatic events in my life so I guess this is the price I pay for it and plus being in the mafia doesn't make is any less easy people think wow you just kill an it's over but it's really not

It leaves a big traumatizing memory in you I still have it that's why I distract my self with work and get more business partners and more equipment for the mafia

My eyes got a little heavy so I fell asleep

**2 hours **

I jumped up and got my gun I heard something break down stairs I walked out my room and started walking towards the kitchen "what the fuck are you still doing up" damn it it was just Valeria

"Sorry I just came home and I got hungry" I noticed that her eyes were red like she'd been crying wait it's like 7pm she's an hour late

" May I know why you are and hour late " I said a little to harshly I'm pissed she's late and I'm pissed that she woke me up from my sleep

"I-I-I" she was stuttering which annoyed me even more

" Open your BLOODY MOUTH" I yelled

"I-I-I h-had t-to w-w-walk here I'm s-sorry " I was trying my best not to unleash my anger on her but i did i stormed towards her and wrapped my hand around her throat and pind her against the wall

"If I tell you to be in this house this time or if you tell me you will be in this house by this time I expect you to be there if you fucking disobey my order again or show me that attitude of yours again I'm sure you won't like your punishment !!" I basically yell at her and she closes her eyes to stop her tears from running

"I-I-Im so s-s-sorry M-Mr. Martínez i-it will n-never h-happen again" she said trying to breath that's when i realised that i have been choking her

"Finish with your food and go to your fucking room" I said sternly

What the fuck is wrong with me I knew I was in a mood but damn why did i just fucking choke her ...