K+O(kachako)

•regret is my best friend•

Ochako uraraka

The next morning I opened my phone to see 99+ notifications. I had to explain everything to them but then I couldn't. I didn't want them to worry even more for me. I went into the kitchen to make my mom some breakfast and to leave but I saw there was only a carton of milk and some apples. I sighed and cut up some apples for her. I left it next to her bedside table. I would be back but I had to go explain everything. It was 11:24 so pretty late. As I walked I began thinking. How was my mom going to survive? My dad wasn't here to work anymore.

I stood outside the dorms. It felt so strange. I closed my eyes and I opened the door. Locked. I knocked once. No answer. Twice. Finally I heard someone unlocking the door. It was sero. He couldn't even say anything. "A-are you ok?" He asked. He sounded so worried, made me feel sick instead. "I-I'm ok, I'm here to explain everything" as I walked inside I just had to fall. Everyone was in the living room, they all saw me, how weak I was. I was too weak to save me.... I got up and walked over to them. They seemed almost mad. "What happened?" Iida finally asked. His voice sharp, sharp enough to stab me.

"I got a phone call by an uknown number yesterday, he told me to follow his instructions. And so I did. He told me to sneak out or he would kill you guys" lie lie lie! "Why! Why didn't you tell us?" Deku asks. I couldn't bear seeing him like that, so hurt. "I-I didn't want you guys to worry" I say. "ITS ALWAYS, I DIDNT WANT TO MAKE YOU GUYS WORRY! uraraka! YOU WORRY US BY GOING MISSING!" Iida snapped. I couldn't stand this. "Please don't do it again" Mina says and walks off. Tsu follows behind her. My best friend, my best friends. Everyone walked off too, my new best friend is regret. Bakugo sat next to me. "What the hell is your problem!?" He asks. I couldn't answer. "Answer me!" He yells. I just sighed and closed my eyes. Holding back tears.

I didn't even realize how much time had passed by. I had locked myself in my room. I was covering my face with my pillow so my cry's didn't sound loud. I was starving. I haven't aten since the party. I called my mom to see if she woke up but she didn't pick up. I decided not to annoy her and let her sleep. I had lost my father but she lost her husband.

I heard a knock on my door. I walked over and expected to see one of the girls. It was deku. "Hey ochako" he says. "Hey, deku" I say. "I-I'm sorry" he says. "For what?" I ask. "For treating you like shit" he says and I see tears forming in his eyes. Slowly the whole class came and apologized. All except bakugo. I don't know why but I wanted to hear from him.

As days went by things went back to normal, everyone began laughing and smiling again, everything went back to normal, all except me,my leg was getting worse every time I went to the hospital. It would hurt more each time it got hurt. I couldn't breathe without feeling the pain in my leg. I missed my dad more each day. I still remember the day he called me, right after the sports festival. I failed him. I was too weak. I am too weak. I couldn't save him. My mom was barely able to walk by herself. She was getting weaker each day. I had to work each day that I could, I would send her all the money. She practically sold all the furniture in the house for money. None of this would have happened if I saved my dad. I have to get stronger. I have too. I can't give up... but if I don't give up I'll be that villian. I'll become what I hate.