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"You and me are
a forever kind of thing"

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Y/p
Song: forest gump- frank ocean
(Songs are optional)
(Narrative chapter)
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As much as I wanted to stay and watch Dom's race, I couldn't help but find myself looking for Jay. My hands cleared a path for me through the crowd as I tried to reach him until I finally did.

A small book was in his hands as he stood there, reading like his life depended on it.

I've been so focused on myself this whole time that I've yet to realize that my actions affect Jay every time. If I don't study, then Jay has to.

If I'm the disappointment, then Jay has to do extra work so he can be the perfect child. And I'd be fine with it if that's what Jay truly wanted, but I see the way my brother looks at his bike.

I see the way his eyes light up at the thought of riding, and I just don't want him to think he has to give that all up to be a doctor.

A boring doctor (no offense to doctors)

That's my job—my job to be the older sister, and my job to work hard to be perfect so he and Kay can live the life they want to.

I don't have dreams or aspirations, so it's okay for me to give them up in return for the life they deserve.

"Jay bird!" I called out to my brother, placing my hands on his shoulders, so he could look back at me. I was going to make it my goal to distract him from whatever he was doing.

Im the big sister; may it be only a year in difference, I still needed to act like it.

I need to get my shit together so that Jay doesn't have to do it for me.

"I'm busy, y/n." Jay groaned at my antics, seeing as one of the things I constantly did was distract him from his studies.

If only he knew I was doing it for him.

"We came here to support our team. At least take a break while we're here. You can go back to studying tomorrow." I suggested taking the small book out of his hands and shoving it into my bag.

"Y/n! That's a new textbook!" He exclaimed at the way I harshly placed the book in my bag, only for the both of us to get distracted due to the big screen on display.

Two cyclists fell, and now Dom did too, in the most unexpected way. My body tingled as if I had experienced it myself, and Jay had the same expression he always did, although I could tell that he was also worried.

"Three minutes and nineteen seconds into the race, there has been a collision in zone B!"


"There are roughly two minutes left!! And it looks like it will be hard for cyclists to finish in time; several riders have been severely injured during this crash."


"Shit, look at Dom," I said to Jay, pointing at Dom on the screen, who was covered in blood and sweat, making my fingers release Jay's shoulders and shift to the tips of my ears subconsciously.

Something about seeing people that I know in this state made my stomach churn. It wasn't a fear of blood; I've beaten up multiple people before; it was more like seeing people you hold close like this.

And just as surprisingly, Dom continued injured, even though there was barely enough time, just because he didn't want to lose .

He really was inspiring.

I grabbed Jay, snapping out of my daze, and pulled him so we could go see Dom now that he had crossed the finish line, and it seemed the rest of the team had the same idea.

"He's not dead, is he?" Minu asked in a deep pant while my gaze averted to Dom lying on the floor, and I could only bite my lip in response.

I felt queasy looking down at Dom and all his injuries; they weren't extreme, but they were still enough to make my skin prickle from looking at them.


"Dom, wake up!" June huffed.

"You okay?" Shelly asked at the same time.

And just like that, with a shaky fist, Dom started to sob, and I mean the bad sobbing where it burns and you have a trail of snot coming out of your nose.

"This is the last time I lead the team... Fuck!" Dom shouted in a thick sniffle, his arm covering his eyes in an attempt to seem more collected.

After that, he also vomited, and then the medical crew got him all settled, which led us to where we were now, surrounding Dom, finally at ease that he's alright.

June had finished a very long lecture about biking that I couldn't be bothered to listen to with a simple "dom, you could also become a beast worthy of a challenging monster if you were able to use more than a hundred percent of your muscles.".

"A hundred percent of my white muscles," Dom repeated in a low mumble, clenching his knee, and just like that, Jay appeared out of thin air and passed him a Red Bull .

"You could damage your hand strings if you train too hard right now. You should take a break," Jay said, and my mind practically forced him to trail off as I looked around to notice Vinny wasn't even there.

Weird.

Minu and Shelly commented on how that was unusual, and without any warning, I found myself squeezing through the crowd again to look for Vinny.

I don't even know why I'm looking for him. I'm just...

I'm curious to see where he went.

Yeah, that's believable.

I'm the team manager, and I have to know where everyone is, right?

I didn't see him with the team, so now I'm looking for him in case something happens.