Oh! How I am tired of playing games,
Playing games with myself
Manipulation, gaslighting, co-comparison
All these that I do to myself,
In hopes of staying sane.
How I am tired of myself,
Telling lies, giving false hope to myself,
I'm aware these are just mere games
But I do these to not make myself go
Insane.
How I am tired of myself,
Pushing too hard everytime I fall
Because if I don't
then I'd fall forever
In the pit of darkness
Deeper than I already have.
How I am tired of myself,
I wish nothing but some
Peace of mind.
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