Shattered Petals (a KazuScara FanFic)

Unspoken Farewells; A Bittersweet Goodbye.

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A/N (Kazu/Aki): Alright, last one was super fast on god. I'm making this faster, because this is the end of it. Finally the damn years I've been forgetting I just sped ran (AND ENDED UP BAD I MUST LIKE APOLOGIZE SO BAD BRING OUT AN UKULELE OR SOMETHING GANG) I took no time thinking on plot thats why last chapter was ... THE WORST. So I'd like to apologize, I just needed to swap Scaramouches personality, and we all know what happened to Lumine , won't say cause we know.
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˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ THIRD PERSON P . O . V : ˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖

The next morning, the millelith was after Scaramouche. Kazuha had snitched on him, as it's for the good and safety of everyone in Liyue. But no matter of what Scaramouche did, Kazuha somehow still loved him- though he was not sure. He watered the unknown flowers before getting ready to go for a walk with Miss Beidou because they haven't been outside together for a long while, plus Kazuha had many things to say too! many.

Once outside, Kazuha spotted Beidou outside waiting for Kazuha. Kazuha waved happily "Hello Miss Beidou!" Kaedehara spoke in a kind voice yet quiet. Kazuha looks as if he havent slept in days "Are you alright, Kaz?" Beidou asked concerned for the boy, all he did was nod uncertainly then take his words back "..No, a lot did happen in span of a week or two." Beidou nodded in approval to be listening, and Kazuha started about Scaramouche acting odd, to the point where he changed and killed everyone dear to him. And over that, how Kazuha still feels like he loves him. 

"Ahh, I remember him! We were together once and you told me how you wanted to be his lover and stuff... didn't you?" Beidou laughed as Kazuha only stood there flustered , nodding a bit. "Maybe you should talk to him. As in, perhaps, asking him why anyone else, he already did that "quest" he had spoken of with Aether, ask him why kill the rest" Beidou looked a bit concerned for Kazuha, not only because Kazuha still loved him, but because of what love can do.

Kazuha spoke up feeling a bit better "Will do so, but for now can we spend time as per normal, how we used to?" silence fell in before Beidou laughed heartily "yeah! Of course, crux flet tour then walk around the city eh?" The two walked around until reaching the crux. Until dawn, when the two parted ways. 

Kazuha looked around expecting to be stalked again for no reason, yet no sense of anyone looking over. It just felt so empty, the streets, and his heart. Kazuha went up to one of the millelith to ask for Scaramouche if he was captured yet, to which they answered "Yes, we had caught him, thank you so much for reporting a threat, we will compensate you." Kazuha felt happy but yet not really, a compensation was not what Kazuha wanted. An answer was what one was seeking

˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖ KAZUHA P . O . V : ˖⁺‧₊˚♡˚₊‧⁺˖

I ran as fast as I could to see Scaramouche - found him easily distinguished between other jailers. I had already put an request to talk to him, I walked up to the cell and gently called out his name "Scara." to which he responded with "Kazu..." he had never called me that. It was surprising, but I did not want to waste time. I didn't want anything else but an answer "Why? I've asked before. Why. Just why do you want to make me suffer more?" There was no answer from the other side than one worse "love." It made me feel anger than anything else. I whisperly yelled to him, just to not get anyone elses attention "WHAT DO YOU MEAN LOVE??? that is not love- THIS is not love."

"I just wanted two. us" He answered, then I realized. He is not worth my time at all, if that's how he sees love, he is not fit for anything near 'love', this was not one sided on the terms of not loving each other, this was one sided on terms of different forms of love that does not blend, it was so sweet, yet now feels too bitter. "That's not how love works, if that's how you see it, you do not deserve my love. Neither alone my attention. Sorry, Scaramouche. This is the time we'll part ways." He seemed upset, but never bad for what he had done. He had never cared about anything else in the world but us. And I'm the opposite; I care about everything. Anything. I wish best for everyone and everything living or not. I walked away slowly until I heard his voice one more time, more shaky than his usual tune "I'm sorry I wasn't enough for you Kaedehara." 

"You were more than enough, you just weren't right for me. The love you're searching isn't one to fit mine. And your friendship is the same, you just want us two, I want everyone to be fine." I said before leaving letting him stay in his jail cell, while walking home , I saw Beidou with Ningguang, I just wanted to let them know that I did speak with him, so I walked up to them

"So? how did it go, Kaz?" Beidou asked tilting her head then seeing my expression, she definitely knew it turned bad... But nevertheless seeing my expressions, I still had to answer "We cut contact. It was my choice" I said feeling a bit sad over my choices, but it was the right thing. "I'm proud of you, Kazuha. He might've been the right person, but not the right time" Ningguang added patting my head. Lady Ningguang isn't the most explicit or a person to enjoy physical contact

"I'll take my leave now, must go home it's getting a bit late." I said calmly to them holding tears back, why must it hurt now? I can't go back, I don't wanna go back. Once I reached my apartament I directly laid in bed crying in my pillow for a bit, then noticed the flowers petals, they have fallen and is now withered. I tried watering and doing everything yet nothing helped. It was the last thing from him, I searched online about it how to keep it alive. The top up answer was "The Lunaris Blossoms only bloom if the person who gives it to the person still loves them. If withered, they no longer love the other, due to loss of feelings or heartbroken. There is no way to blossom them again afterwards, it can be a cute gift for couples ......................" 

I did not want to read more than that at all. I just looked sadly at the flower once more holding a petal in my hand, as a tear falls on it, I start speaking...

"Two hearts grew apart, Love's paths diverged, silent ache, Petals fall, love fades."
"Our love died like a flower. It was wonderful when it bloomed, but now its petals shattered."

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A/N (Kazu/Aki): finally done. I like so greatly apologize if this is also short for and ending, and fast but I just wanted this fanfic off my damn ass cause people still read it and just wanted to finish it than discontinue this y'know! I am making an own universe about gems and birthstones and writing it down here to keep ideas and I'm like contemplanting wether to publish it here or not cause here on wattpad people read more fanfics than own stories it would be embarrassing it having no reads. Plus it might have same troubles as here, with very late updates. If I knew someone would read I'd kind of agree no idea omg. ANYWAY NEVERTHELESS, thank you for suffering with my late updates, and reading this story even if it was shit to begin with. Thank you
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-Aki.