School was in again, but I just wish I never had to come to school.
I faked a smile through the day, trying to keep my promise to Ezra.
It was lunch, so I headed to the cafeteria.
I was walking past a group of boys when one of them laughed.
"How's your mom, amber?" He shouted as he laughed.
"Oh right, she's dead." Another boy shouted and started to laugh.
My heart was beating faster. I turned and ran out of the school.
As I was walking home I couldn't get their words out of my head.
As I got home all I wanted to do was hurt myself.
I ran upstairs to my room and grabbed my razor.
"I'm sorry.." I muttered under my breath as I began to put pressure on my wrist.
I watched it bleed and wrapped it quickly. I then hid my razor and layed in my bed.
I stared at the ceiling for hours until Ezra came over.
I heard him and my dad talking downstairs so I quickly put on a fake smile.
He came up to my room and knocked before walking in. I hugged him when he walked in.
We then sat in my bed and watched movies. He had mentioned he was going to stay the night.
we got comfortable and watched horror films. We also watched comedy, romance, and a few more until I fell asleep against him.
He had then fallen asleep soon after.
In the morning, I asked Ezra if we could just stay in bed today, but he said he had work.
I put a movie on as he left for work. I layed in bed all day, I didn't even eat.
I stayed in my rooms all day, not leaving once unless I was going to the bathroom.
My mind is spiraling again, I can't keep faking it.
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Save Her
General FictionA Teenage girl (amber) loses her mother in a horrific and freak accident and when she found out about the tragedy she becomes anxious and sullen inside her mind. The school hazed her for it as she gets down to the bottom of the bottle she feels she...
