little woman

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bella was never the type to love someone. she was afraid to. she loved one boy who she dated for almost a year, she found out there was another girl the whole time. she was depressed for months. she wouldn't shower, eat, sleep. she wouldn't do anything but sit in bed and cry. and who was there by her side through all of it? miguel.

miguel loved to love. he loved showing people he appreciated them and he loved being around the ones he loved. especially bella. oh god he adored her!

now bella's first break up was years go, and now 17 and living her best life. still scared of love but she's living her life to the fullest.

a few days ago miguel confessed to bella. he confessed everything. all his feelings he had locked up for years, she now knew about. she didn't want to say this but she knew she was in love with him too.

"bella i'm not like that stupid son of a bitch. you know i have no one else but you. me being there all the time for you, doesn't that show any sympathy? doesn't that show at least a bit that i care about your feelings and want to see you happy all the time?" miguel pleaded as he held bella's hands in his own. he was begging for a chance. he wanted to show her what love was really like.

"no, no." bella said shaking her head. she didn't want to admit her feelings. she couldn't. she was scared to love, she can't even fully convince herself that she was in love with miguel. she took her hands out of his and started walking away.

"it's no use bella!" miguel said as he follows her.

"please don't."

"bella we gotta have it out."

"no."

miguel picked up his pace and stood in front of her, stopping her in her tracks.

"i have loved you ever sence i've known you bella, i couldn't help it. and i tried to show you which you wouldn't let me, and that's fine because i know why but i must make you hear me out now and give me an answer." miguel's eyes slowly started to tear up.

"no, no." is all that could leave bella's mouth even if she tried to say something else.

"i can not go on like this any longer."

"miguel, please, please, please don't." she begged.

"i gave up everything you liked. im happy i did, it's fine. and i waited and i never complained because i..." he trailed off.

all bella could do is stand there and stare at him. she really wanted to trust him but she couldn't. her mind wouldn't let her. he's gonna leave you like your ex did. don't trust him. he's gonna break your heart. this is all a lie. do you wanna end up depressed bed again with NO ONE this time? she wanted her head to stop, but it wouldn't.

"you know, i figured you loved me bella!" he sighed. "and now i realize im not good enough, nothing i do will ever change your mind. and im not this great man."

"no, yes, yes, yes you are!" bella said as he spoke.
"your a great man, your too good for me and im so greatful for you and im so proud of you." bella said as she grabbed the collar of his shirt. "and i just... you know why i can't love you like you want me to."

"so just tell me. do you love me?" he asked looking into her eyes.

"miguel..." bella said under a whisper.

"do you love me?"

"don't do this to me miguel."

"bella."

"miguel."

"do you love me?"

"i-"

"do you?"

"i do. i do love you but im scared."


bella's note!!

been a hot minute. i'm not sure what else to write  since the black phone isn't really big anymore and i don't see miguel on my fyp as much. i've been rewatching little women a lot so i decided to write the popular scene on tiktok and make it my way a bit.

if anyone has any ideas on imagines to write either about miguel or robin please please please let me know. it would be very appreciated because i would like to keep this book going for a little longer.

i love you all and thank you for all the love i am so greatful for it.

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