Chapter 19 - Rage

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Anger - It's an intense emotional response often triggered by frustration, injustice, or perceived threat.

Hatred - It goes beyond anger; it's a deep and often enduring feeling of intense dislike or ill will towards a person, group, or thing. It can be fueled by anger, resentment, or a sense of betrayal.

Fear - It's a powerful emotional response to perceived danger or threat.

Pain - It refers to physical or emotional discomfort or distress. Physical pain is typically a sensation of discomfort or suffering caused by injury or illness. Emotional pain involves feelings of sorrow, grief, or anguish due to loss, rejection, or trauma.

The word that encompasses anger, hatred, pain, and fear could be "RAGE." This term often signifies an intense and uncontrollable emotion that combines these feelings into one powerful state.

And that is what Alina and Rajveer were feeling.

For Alina it was due to the unexpected notification and abrupt calling .

I was nearly two years since her departure from sharaaj and she forgot all the pain and trauma and started a new happy life . One which was filled with Patience , Trust , Respect , Understanding and most importantly Love. All thanks to Rajveer who made sure of it .

And when she was finally living her happy life , they are trying to snatch it away from her .

She didn't tell him all the details of the level of humiliation she faced . Cause she knows that it will definitely make him go livid , she now just wants to leave her life peacefully with him . Away from all the past .

But again....again he has to destroy something beautiful.

And this was the reason for her Rage .

But for Rajveer it was entirely different

He remembers it all . The way His Wife kept her guard up in the starting of their relationship as if not to get her hopes too high .

The way she was scared to get happy because she was afraid that it will be replaced with sorrow

The way it took time for her to adjust for everything and finally let her guard down infront of him and fully allow him in her life .

He doesn't blame her for what she did . Because he knows it takes time .

Even though she promised to give this relationship a chance , Her being guarded was expected.

Because it is our bodies involuntary response to guard ourselves from pain

When a person is subject to extreme criticism and pain he or she automatically hesitates to open up in non toxic environment, its because their bodies would have been already adjusted to the sufferings and the normal part scares them too.

Just like when a person is Domestically abused their response of cowering back to a raised hand is same as a person who was psychologically mistreated , here they guard themselves up or build walls around their hearts

But Rajveer was proud of her because she tried .

Even if it was difficult for her she tried to overcome that and finally lowered the walls around her heart for him .

He was so proud of His Love for that .

He knows that she didn't tell him the complete truth and is still hiding a few parts of the humiliation she faced .

She later told him in depth about what happened between her and Rayyan. Not hiding even a single thing from him but he knows she kept away telling something more about the humiliation she faced .

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