Porchay Kittisawasd The Most Beautiful Man I've Ever Seen

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Isn't Kim is handsome enough? Isn't he handsome enough chay to notice.Kim never feel like this before the emotions that was coming out from him, these were hard to express He feels sad, angry, low and astonished. The feeling he wanted to be by seen porchay.
He is more curious about that boy. He's curious for his beautiful boy.

[Flashback]

Kimhan pov

It's like after getting porchays files from anon. Kim had really though time. All he wanted is just to see glimpse of that pretty boy again.

It never happened to him before  never. That morning he had really hard time to controlling himself not to go directly at porchay's house.

When anon told him that porchay is at cafe doing his part time job. Kim wanted to rush to him.

But what should he say to him? That hey, porchay i wanted to catch a man for my mafia business in your campus but i saw you there and your voice is so sweet after that day your always in my mind i can't seem to forget you i had wet dreams about you will you please let me fuck yourself ?

Nah he can't!!

Kim feel ashamed..... It's like he is on his knees for that beautiful little boy. Gosh mafia boss Kimhan theernapykaul is such a simp for that 19 years boy.

He literally stalked the boy's insta account like a creepy stalker. He found out that his favourite colour is blue. He loves choclates, His favourite drink is coconut water. He likes sea and going on beach. He loves dancing.
He loves to study. Kim literall read all of the comments under chay's post. He saw some of boys tried to flirt with chay by saying he looks cute but porchay kindly ignored them.

Kim feel so good, proud. But wait suddenly a thought come to his mind what if porchay is not gay? What if he likes girls? What if  he is already with someone else? Anything can be true. That boy is so beautiful. But according to anon's report porchay is single. Anon has been keeping eye on him for last 1 week.

Kim doesn't know how the hell he keep himself away from the pretty boy he saw at the University 1 week ago. How many times after that day he dreamed about porchay. He had wet dreams. He masturbated. Or what else not.

He Didn't had sex for 1 week. Last he had the night before he met porchay. He tried to have a sex with a boy but he failed to satisfy him he just can't forget these doe eyes.

Kim had enough.  Porchay is driving him crazy. He is thinking just seeing him once from afar can effect in his life like that what will happen if he just met porchay from close.

Kim was playing with his whiskey glass and scrolling through porchay's Instagram acc. He made a fake account for porchay. He forget he was in a meeting with vegas and others discussing about minor family business he wasn’t even paying attention to them that was so unlike of him.

At a moment vegas had enough he feel like he was just talking with himself. He was giving death stare at Kim. Kiyoka froowed at him. Kay sneaked behind Kim and snatched the phone away.

@Chay.chay the boy looks cute. Kim hurried and took the phone back from kay.

Don't tell me he's your new toy Kim
He's so young kimhan your 27.
Besides he look like a highschooler, is he even minor? I thought you Don't fuck younger boys, Kay mocked.

He's Nineteen, Kim talked in defense.

Don't tell me you got puppy crush on that 19 year boy, Kiyoka looked astonished.

A small smile approached at Vegas and Kiyoka's lips.

Wait but why are you just stalking him on his insta? Don't tell me you haven’t even approached infront him yet? Vegas asked.