Don't worry your my fav bowl cut

8🎀

"Mama, Papa ich bin daheim! Hab jemanden mitgebracht" Martha calls into her home as she closed the door behind her, she takes off her shoes and goshiki did the same, she then grabbed his hand and got him in the living room

There sat in the couch a woman a man and another girl/woman who is obviously older than the two first years

"This is goshiki tsutomu, tsuto this is my mom, dad and my older sister" she introduced her family while pointing in them, goshiki bowed down as a habit he earned from growing up what earned a chuckle from Martha's dad

"No need to do that here... what can I call you?"

"Tsutomu is just fine" the boy smiled slightly embarrassed from his actions "it's great meeting you" he said and looked around, Martha comes mostly after her mother and her sister after their father. He has dark hair and their mother had full on blonde hair, what looks bleached if he wouldn't knew better thanks to Martha

"It's great meeting you too tsutomu" the mother answered with a sweet smile "wir sind oben sag Bescheid wenn du was brauchst" Said Martha before rushing herself and goshiki up the stairs into her room

She looks a little embarrassed due to it not being g clean "o-oh I'm sorry I forgot I hadn't cleaned my room yet" she mumbled and looks around seeing all the clothes on the floor and hoping that there won't be any embarrassing things laying around

"No problem" goshiki smiled and walked to the bed what was on one side of the room and placed his bag down before sitting himself down "but you don't actually look like someone to have a messy room if I'm honest" he admit and Martha looked a bit more embarrassed "anyway what did you want to talk about again?"

She hesitated at first but sat down next to him but turned herself so she would sit in front of him "I- I want to tell you what happened the last few weeks"

"Oh right"

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath before opening her eyes again, she was met with Goshiki looking at her curious and a bit worried "I have a good reason" she started off "at least I think it is a good reason.."

"Tsuto. I haven't been here the last six weeks because I was at a  psychiatric clinic" she muttered looking down at her fingers which she picked the skin around her fingers with "the month where I was so off and rarely went to school was because my mental health was down so bad I tried to..."

Tears form in her eyes "I- I tried to.." she couldn't get the words out as suddenly arms wrap around her "it's okay mar I'm here to listen to you. Not to judge you in any way"

Martha nodded slowly and took another deep breath before goshiki pulled away again "I was doing so bad that I... I tried to uhm you know off myself again, that's why I was gone in the clinic for six weeks..." she looked up at the boy whose eyes just widen as he heard those words coming out of the sweet mouth of the girl

"I started struggling with my mental health since I was thirteen, mama took me to a doctor to diagnose me and they said I had heavy depression.. two years later I tried my first attempt. It was when I was supposed to be alone but papa forgot his wallet so they returned just in time.. that's also the reason we moved to a whole other continent"

She felt ashamed of herself saying those things out loud, what has she been thinking? Tsuto would never look at her the same he would be disgusted at how selfish she was. Always getting the attention towards her, seeking the pity of those around her
Why has she been so stupid to open up—

Hands on her cheeks is what threw her out of her thoughts, goshiki wiped away the remain tears that rolled down while she told him she story and then got her into another, this time longer, hug.

Tears started to fall down into goshiki a shoulder "I- uh thank you so much that you trust me enough to open up to me mar! You deserve the whole world and I'm so sorry that all happened to you" he said trying to calm her down, but that was effortless because she started crying now

"Please don't think I'm an attention seeker tsuto, I really only told you because you are like one of the most important people in my life" she mumbled clinging herself even more on the boy

Goshiki who was a bit overcome by the situation but still knew how serious that was tried to keep calm for the girl in his arms to show her he cared and that she didn't do a mistake in telling him her secret

"Don't worry mar, I would never think that of you. Please calm down.."

—-

The two of them had been cuddling eachother for at least half an hour now, Martha has calmed down and is almost falling asleep but tries her best to keep awake for goshiki, of course he noticed that and sighed

"If you are tired then go ahead and sleep, I won't be leaving you alone now" he whispers not knowing if her family is awake or not

"Thanks" she muttered and not even 30 seconds later she fell asleep in his arms and goshiki did not dare to wake her again, she deserves a peaceful sleep now he thought as he looked at her sweet face and how much she looked like she needed that rest

His attention was turned to the door what had a knock on and then her dads head peeked around "oh, will you be staying here tonight tsutomu?" He smiled at the sight how his daughter was cuddled up in that boy, and tsuto is face was going red as he realized on how this would look like "I uh yeah-yeah I'm staying the night if that no problem of course"

"Of course not, sleep well" the father said as he left the room again leaving a flustered goshiki with a girl on his side. How the hell did he end up in this situation?

His phone went off at the table and he went to check of it was maybe his mother but then he remembered that she probably already knew when he said he'll be meeting with Martha

And he was right the message wasn't from his mother, it was from his friends in their group chat

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The cooler ones (and goshiki)

Tendou:
So tsutomu
How was ur hangout with Martha????

Semi:
She's back
Oh yeah four weeks have passed lol

Shirabu:
How did it go shiki⁉️

Goshiki:
Uhhh I'm at her house rn, she fell asleep tho

Shirabu:
Say what now

Tendou:
HASHHA TSUTOMU GOT A GIRL BEFORE KENJIRO

Goshiki:
We're not dating, she just fell asleep because she's tired
And her dad asked if I'm staying the night lol

Tendou:
Oh
But like are you in the same room?

Goshiki:
Wellll

Shirabu:
Come on bowl cut
Tell us

Goshiki:
She fell asleep on me and were kind of cuddling🌝
But like her dad saw us like this and I'm
so embarrassed what if he thinks that we are dating
Not that I would mind
But still

Shirabu:
YOU WOULDNT MIND?
Okay guys get me a gf
I can't be beaten in THAT battle by GOSHIKI
PLS

Semi:
Calm ur hormones bro
You sound so stupid rn